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i've been noticing that skinny people look flattish, while I look like a cylinder. I have no flat side.
I wish I could cry out the food I just ate. That would be so easy. I'm going to pay for it tomorrow when I step on the scale. I'm sitting here, wondering what I should do about it.
Stupid chocolate. How is it I eat things I KNOW I should NOT be eating? What the hell is up with that? How should I stop myself?
*sigh*
My SO doesn't believe in me anymore, because I haven't lost any weight since the beginning of the year. In fact, I've gained. So, I don't blame him.
I wish I could cry out the food I just ate. That would be so easy. I'm going to pay for it tomorrow when I step on the scale. I'm sitting here, wondering what I should do about it.
Stupid chocolate. How is it I eat things I KNOW I should NOT be eating? What the hell is up with that? How should I stop myself?
*sigh*
My SO doesn't believe in me anymore, because I haven't lost any weight since the beginning of the year. In fact, I've gained. So, I don't blame him.