I decided I would let myself eat instead of restricting every meal this time. (New technique) So I did. Erm... 1000+ calories. Better than yesterday though. Hopefully tomorrow will be half again!

Great. Over 2000 calories today. *sigh* *shakes head sadly ( Read more... )

When I get stressed, I stop caring what I'm shoving into my mouth.

Must stay calm.

Assignments DON'T matter. What I'm putting into my mouth DOES. It's not the end of the world if I hand in a crap assignment, but it IS the end of the world if I binge.

God. Where's my self control? Have I no self respect?

I'm getting used to this exercise biking thing. I sit there for hours infront of the tv, pedalling away. I watch the most pointless movies, but it relieves the boredom ( Read more... )

I didn't quite work off everything I ate today. It's a little hard to tell how many calories shopping takes up though, that was 3 hours, so I'm estimating ~500 calories? I am so exhausted, I managed to push out 1000 calories on the exercise bike, it took 1.5 hours (good thing there was an interesting program to watch on tv ( Read more... )

You know my veins were popping out yesterday after my second bout of 1.5 hours of exercise bike riding :) It's a very cool look (or not lol ( Read more... )

Must not binge. Must not binge. Must not binge.

I ate quite a large lunch. And it is SO SO tempting to keep eating. But I won't.

*goes looking for thinspiration*

I don't need anymore turkish bread. I don't. I don't need anymore food.

I feel a lot more positive and healthy today. It has been probably around 15-20 hours since my last binge. I feel good ( Read more... )

I've decided a few things. Hopefully they will stay decided, as a lot of my decisions tend to be reversed ( Read more... )

i've been noticing that skinny people look flattish, while I look like a cylinder. I have no flat side ( Read more... )