Melting heart ( Let my heart be heard)

Oct 26, 2010 11:40

I was restless and completely unable to concentrate of my second draft. In turn, it made me write a sort of diary entry for the second chapter of the story. I was running through the series of events i went to and i couldn't stop writing. I was flustered and realised that i was petrified with the idea of losing someone close. All the events that i blamed myself for all the things i couldn't do to keep it right. I walked out of Emiline and saw Sophia at Gragen's house. I rushed out from the whining gate and zoomed straight to Gragen's house. I went in as per usual sort of feeling and saw Sophia kissing Gragen. "What is this!!" i thought to myself and i was at the point of throwing many sharp things to her. I would love the idea but i don't want to end up the bad guy at the end of the story.

i was like shocked and i just kept myself rooted much longer, i rushed for the exit door when i met Heven who was even more furios than i am. He shot a punch on Gragen's face and i was closing my ears , crying at the corner. Sophia was trying to stop Heven from beating up Gragen but she got slapped by Heven who are the tip of exploding . I was looking over Gragen who saved me previously and immediately , i covered Gragen with my body. Heven didn't realise and kicked me with much force, the pain was excruciating that i vomitted blood. I was dizzy with pain and Gragen even Heven was astounded by the sight of it. Gragen immediately carried me up and rushed me to the nearest clinic down the street. As he ran down the street, i felt the exhaustion pulling down my eyelids and i felt that i need to just take a nap that Gragen scolded me not to sleep. I was keeping up the temptations and next thing, i just blacked out..

I woke up on bed in Emiline and was aching in pain. I looked around to be surrounded with white roses and felt serene for once. i could not imagine all the roses was meant for me. "Or am i dead? " i talked to myself out loud when Gragen entered, i looked at him with blushing. He came in with the aura of my shining armour knight. He cried when he hold me hands and then cried on my chest when i cringed in pain. He stood up and wanted to leave when i hold him back. He came and looked over , when i grabbed and kissed him. He looked back at me and kissed me even more passionately, Sophia was there and i stopped abruptly. I remembered the scene where she kissed Gragen and i was a little angry when Gragen kissed my forehead to melt my heart all together. He sat with me  and kissed my hands, he completely ignored Sophia. "You are Adrian's father!" she  shrieked and practically i am not at all surprised because she has done many surprising things where even i could probably died of high blood pressure. Gragen looked over to her and shook his head, "No he is my brother, he was never my son because i never once slept with you." he said calmly and Adrian was there, crying his hear out. He ran over and pushed Sophia away and hugged me. I cringed in pain but at the same time, i felt a little protected. i looked over to Adrian and Heven where i realised that he resembled a lot to Heven.

Heven looked at Adrian carefully , saw his birth certificates that Adrian cheekily hand over. He looked over to Sophia and was enraged even further, i took his hands and made him look over to me. "Don't , please Adrian is here." i said gently and Heven backed down, he just patted Adrian with a smile. I was surprised  that he could have such a fatherly demeanour but i felt is what it is meant of. The world just bound me to such small place and yet, i didn't know where to progress. I know that i got Gragen's love and he loved me too.

and melting with every kiss on my hands, if i had not involved into this painful escapades. I know i would have pounce on him for more.
For now, i am melting in heart because of Gragen's warmth and love.

mystery, let my heart be heard, fantasy, melting heart, fictional, romance

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