Aug 23, 2005 21:36
Well long story short...
Shanika and I are fighting a good deal, but I put it all up to the fact that we are so far away, on he flip side Matthew and I aren't even talking because inside we are further away from one another then ever before, this is the time I could use him more than ever, but I don't know what to do about it. I'm lonely and homesick, and I got a call from my sister where she told me that my mother in in the hospital again, she tried to kill herself again...
I can't do this too much longer.
I think i may want to begin thinking about possibly contemplating leaving here and maybe going home....