looking back...
"Bubba is more important to me and Erin and I will never last, but the fact that he won't hang out with me because he's mad at me or because he hates Erin or whatever it is is simply childish. She loves Bubba and this time, unlike with other girlfriends, she's not telling me I can't hang out with someone, she doesn't care, and I don't care either... this one is on him" -July 20th, Matthew Kinmartin
I was looking back in entries and thinking about things again, and I found this and it made me cry... Ain't it funny how things change?
The other night I saw Matt online, and Dale online at the same timne, then they both signed off one right after the other... why doesn't matt want to talk to me? What have I done. (I know he'll think, "Well HE didn't say anything to me" but I didn't because I thought he was mad at me, again) I haven't said shit about Erin, I was even nice and didn't even make fun of here once I knew it hurt him so much, but all I ever heard from him was how much she hates me, and her asking him "What has HE said about ME lately?" I tried being the best frined, but when you're best friend in the world, someone you'd kill or die over leaves you feeling like you don't matter at all, life take a turn for the worse... I still love him and i'll always be there for him, but I'm starting to feel like the feeling isn't mutual...
Things with the girl are ,...I dunno...
I was looking back in entries and thinking about things again, and I found this and it made me cry... Ain't it funny how things change?
The other night I saw Matt online, and Dale online at the same timne, then they both signed off one right after the other... why doesn't matt want to talk to me? What have I done. (I know he'll think, "Well HE didn't say anything to me" but I didn't because I thought he was mad at me, again) I haven't said shit about Erin, I was even nice and didn't even make fun of here once I knew it hurt him so much, but all I ever heard from him was how much she hates me, and her asking him "What has HE said about ME lately?" I tried being the best frined, but when you're best friend in the world, someone you'd kill or die over leaves you feeling like you don't matter at all, life take a turn for the worse... I still love him and i'll always be there for him, but I'm starting to feel like the feeling isn't mutual...
Things with the girl are ,...I dunno...