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[btifuldisastr]

so beyond
contentment
satisfaction
bliss
lust
enfatuation
or desire
that its to intense
and even irrefutable
to try and begin to explain
or expect anyone to comprehend.
a feeling that is so different from anything
that i have ever felt..
and its right in front of me
its in me and its so surreal
its nothing that anyone can tell you
or even show you
you have to feel this thing for yourself.
its when three words
never add up to what theyre meaning is supposed to be
and it totally consumes you
it is your whole world and
no words complete your thoughts of your feelings.
it takes you to an extent that no dream
could ever reach.
it causes you to take so many different roles
and to search yourself to find sides of you
that you never knew were there.
the things you do when you feel this way
are like nothing youve ever done.
nothing is ever too unfortunate
its a sugar coated x-factor
that is laid on every situation you enter.
and it gives you the strength and will
to get through whatever it is thats bothering you.
its when you look at someone and you can feel them
and they understand what youre thinking,
without words, without speaking, just knowing
and having that amazing, unconditional bond
between two hearts.
its being yourself because you love who you are around that person;
nothing to hide.
its intensity leaves you numb and powerless,
yet sturdy and unstoppable.
this emotion
action
thought
feeling
is love.
And theres absolutely nothing like it.