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[btifuldisastr]

its been much much too long since ive written in here and as you can see, my last entry was quite angry..and thats no good. so im at my new job, im a receptionst at a law firm, i get paid 7.70 an hour to sit online all day and answer phones..it beats the shit outta ledos. so yeah im pretty bored and i dont go to lunch for another hour and im all myspaced out for the day so i figured id go ahead and updated my little lj jammy. everythings been really good lately, im moved into my new house, not looking forward to my new school, but i am looking forward to this summer and hopefully ill be spending a majority of my time either in catonsville or with timmy. last week i went to dodgeball and saw all these ppl i hadnt talked to in a long long time. im looking forward to that this summer, the whole reuniting thing, its been awhile since ive seen most of the people i was with everyday in catonsville and hopefully ill see them soon..i dont miss laurel at all. i thought i would, but i was wrong. i doubt many people from laurel will stay in touch at all through the summer and even next year because thats just how people in laurel/fulton are. but its ok cuz my new cornfields are ten times better than they were in old cornfield land and im sure the people will be too. and as much as i hate how far out from the rest of america my house is, ive never felt so relieved. i didnt even realize until after we moved how beneficial it could really be. i had a rough start with my mom and at first i really tried to fight it, i even tried moving, but sooner or later i let go and that was when it hit me that not only is living here not going to be as bad as i thought, but the fact that its actually helped me in so many ways. i dont expect anyone to read this whole thing. i think i actually stopped typing for people to read about 685 words ago. but thats ok cuz i have absolutely nothing better to do and i dont go to lunch until 1, another 40 minutes. anyway ive recently realized and embraced so many things in my life and it feels as if so many weights have been lifted. i wouldnt want things to be any better or any worse. i like where im at right now. forget that emo shit

thats that friends.
-sARaH))