My Weekend
Well, it was a rough last two weeks for me. To top it off, New Years Eve, I was fired from work. Why? Well, I used a customers gift card they left and...yada yada yada I'm in jail for 6 hours. It ruined my New Years plans since I was forced to come home to Marion, IN (the lamest place on earth) where I am now instead of going to the party at my house and getting drunk with my friends. Who would have thought one simple mistake would have changed me into a possible felon? I've never been in trouble in my life. I was always a suck up, brown nosing, smart ass Christian kid who was good at sports. The only trouble I've really been in was with speeding tickets. Sometimes when I drive I believe I was destined to be a race car driver or something because I've had too many. To top it off my Notre Dame Fighting Irish are down by 14 points in the Fiesta Bowl in the 4th quarter. Looks like my life is a huge struggle. Things just don't seem to go my way sometimes and when things go bad they really go bad! On the bright side...I am single again and ready to take that time off of girls unless I meet a good one. My prayer to God: Please send me a good Christian girl who likes sports and is kind and generous and is fun and caring and not fat. Basically, bring me a mix of Audrey, Lynne, and Barbara without the chance of getting dicked over. Those three girls together equal my perfect girl. Audrey is the fun and caring girl, Lynne is the Christian, and Barbara is the sports girl. Put them together and what a fine looking girl!!!! Add Lynette, whom I never had to courage to even tell I liked and well...even better. They have been the only girls I've dated or wanted to date that I've never done more than kiss which is great. So..my life...not so good at the moment! I feel like I should be writing a pilot for Sex In The City. Thank the lord I am a happy and mostly outgoing person. My personality helps me attract girls since my looks day by day are diminishing. Lord, hear my prayer! I can honestly say I am still happy with the events that have recently occurred. Everything happens for a reason and people come into my life for a reason. With each day and each person I meet I learn something new. With every girl I date I realize what I want in life, whom I want to be with...who is my perfect girl? That I don't know but if I could be in Georgia right now I would find out if one girl was right for me. We have talked for over 2 years and been through a lot. The distance keeps us apart but our friendship strong as a rock. I will always wonder about her but I know I will probably never find out. I am okay with that because she is a great friend and I am not willing to lose what we have to find out if we are meant to be. We are the same person in a way. It's scary how alike we are. They say opposites don't attract, but it is possible to like yourself? Maybe that just makes me vein and conceded? One day I will find out but until then I am sure I will continue to get my heart broken. I will continue to learn from my faults and continue to learn who I love and want to be with. I regret nothing in my life becuase you should live each day as if it were your last. Go be yourself, make mistakes, fall in love, get hurt, get back up, and steal a heart.