This is killing me..I don't care
I'm about to lose it.
I'm not who I used to be.
I wish I could be.
Just to be happy.
Just to be free.
Just to be beautiful.
Just to be me.
I know I'm anorexic.
Just say it.
Say it to my face.
I'll deny it.
I bet I'll turn bulemic.
I can see it.
I know it will happen.
Just wait.
I'm not in control.
I know that too.
I know I can't control these things that I do.
But who cares right?
At least I'll come out pretty.
Or so I was once told, you are pretty.
But I don't think so.
Oh no I don't think so.
Look around you.
What do you see?
Happy right?
Well, it's not me.
There's just too much wrong with me.
Look at me.
How can you not see it.
So many imperfections.
I should be perfect.
I should be flawless.
I should be pretty.
Cuz pretty means you care.
Pretty means you're loved.
I'm beating myself over you.
I've cried every night for you.
You caught me in your web and now you're draining out my life.
I'm this hollow little shell, twisted in your web.
Someone come and save me.
Soon I will be dead.
I don't know what to do.
I'm feeling pretty trapped.
I want to escape you.
But I'm so entranced in you.
I'm so fucking in love with you.
I want to believe you.
I want to think it's all true.
But some days it's like I don't exist to you.
This knot in my back is killing me.
I'm feeling so blind.
I'm not seeing clearly.
I have this splitting headache.
My arms are bleeding.
I think maybe my heart is too.
I'm crying tears of blood.
Aren't I pretty?
Am I fucking pretty now?
AREN'T I FUCKING PRETTY!!
Tell me I'm pretty....
I'm not who I used to be.
I wish I could be.
Just to be happy.
Just to be free.
Just to be beautiful.
Just to be me.
I know I'm anorexic.
Just say it.
Say it to my face.
I'll deny it.
I bet I'll turn bulemic.
I can see it.
I know it will happen.
Just wait.
I'm not in control.
I know that too.
I know I can't control these things that I do.
But who cares right?
At least I'll come out pretty.
Or so I was once told, you are pretty.
But I don't think so.
Oh no I don't think so.
Look around you.
What do you see?
Happy right?
Well, it's not me.
There's just too much wrong with me.
Look at me.
How can you not see it.
So many imperfections.
I should be perfect.
I should be flawless.
I should be pretty.
Cuz pretty means you care.
Pretty means you're loved.
I'm beating myself over you.
I've cried every night for you.
You caught me in your web and now you're draining out my life.
I'm this hollow little shell, twisted in your web.
Someone come and save me.
Soon I will be dead.
I don't know what to do.
I'm feeling pretty trapped.
I want to escape you.
But I'm so entranced in you.
I'm so fucking in love with you.
I want to believe you.
I want to think it's all true.
But some days it's like I don't exist to you.
This knot in my back is killing me.
I'm feeling so blind.
I'm not seeing clearly.
I have this splitting headache.
My arms are bleeding.
I think maybe my heart is too.
I'm crying tears of blood.
Aren't I pretty?
Am I fucking pretty now?
AREN'T I FUCKING PRETTY!!
Tell me I'm pretty....