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Maybe you were all faster than me We gave each other up so easily These silly little wounds will never mend I feel so far from where I've been So I go, and I will not be back here again I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses I lie, put my injuries all in the dust In my heart is the five of us In white houses
that song is amazing. and kinda really is good right now. make the number 4 and we got a great melody to my life!
im ok. i am. you know, no one likes me but thats ok. normally i would sit back and think about "hey maybe its me who is beign teh bitch here" but i alreayd have and i dont think im doing anything wrong. so its ok...
meghan is still my best friend which to me is ironic cuase she is the one i was most scared of losing, and most scared that i WAS going to lose her when in reality, shes kinda the only one i got left! its weird how life works out.
i talked to my aunt today about the whole thing. she made me feel a lot better.
its weird cause i know you are all reading this and well the only people who do read this are the ones who im writing about. but i think thats also kinda good. that way its not really talking "gossip" its more talking to you all just in a differant way.
maybe i will do one of those "shout out" things....i think i will....
Meghan - my love, my bestest friend in the whole world always and forever! i love you and im glad we realized a few things this past year.
Alysha - im sorry we cant hang out cause all your friends hate me. but maybe i will see you soon? cause that would be good.
Christina - even though we are not friends anymore i still love you and always will.
the other 2 who dont like me - your the ones missing out. not me. i know im a good friend and thats all that matters to me.
nicole on her profile on myspace has that shes not "one of those girls who starts drama" and i was thinking, that is true all girls start drama. not just me. even though its all for differant reasons. i would liek to think that the drama i start is more of a problem because its the truth and people dont like to hear the truth, or speak abuot it for that matter. BUT nicole really is one of the girls who dosnt. i dont know ANYONE else who "dosnt start drama" and i think that shes like the coolest girl ever for it! even though she wont read this cause she dosnt have a LJ its still a fact.
im gonna go get dresses now, maybe try to find something to do for the night. maybe just work in m art book cause i really kinda want to!!!!
that song is amazing. and kinda really is good right now. make the number 4 and we got a great melody to my life!
im ok. i am. you know, no one likes me but thats ok. normally i would sit back and think about "hey maybe its me who is beign teh bitch here" but i alreayd have and i dont think im doing anything wrong. so its ok...
meghan is still my best friend which to me is ironic cuase she is the one i was most scared of losing, and most scared that i WAS going to lose her when in reality, shes kinda the only one i got left! its weird how life works out.
i talked to my aunt today about the whole thing. she made me feel a lot better.
its weird cause i know you are all reading this and well the only people who do read this are the ones who im writing about. but i think thats also kinda good. that way its not really talking "gossip" its more talking to you all just in a differant way.
maybe i will do one of those "shout out" things....i think i will....
Meghan - my love, my bestest friend in the whole world always and forever! i love you and im glad we realized a few things this past year.
Alysha - im sorry we cant hang out cause all your friends hate me. but maybe i will see you soon? cause that would be good.
Christina - even though we are not friends anymore i still love you and always will.
the other 2 who dont like me - your the ones missing out. not me. i know im a good friend and thats all that matters to me.
nicole on her profile on myspace has that shes not "one of those girls who starts drama" and i was thinking, that is true all girls start drama. not just me. even though its all for differant reasons. i would liek to think that the drama i start is more of a problem because its the truth and people dont like to hear the truth, or speak abuot it for that matter. BUT nicole really is one of the girls who dosnt. i dont know ANYONE else who "dosnt start drama" and i think that shes like the coolest girl ever for it! even though she wont read this cause she dosnt have a LJ its still a fact.
im gonna go get dresses now, maybe try to find something to do for the night. maybe just work in m art book cause i really kinda want to!!!!