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so there really is a lot on my mind right now....
the first thing is that since i woke up this morning i dont think my family has lef tme alone.
number 2 i miss my girls from NAU
number 3 i didnt do good in shcool this semester but im to scared to talk to my parents abot it even though the rest of the world knows.
number 4. my friends all hate me
number 5, i have a hicky on my neck that is probally gonna be found cause its to damn hot to wear anything to cover it up.
so these past 2 weeks have been crazy as hell! i havnt done anything basicly exept for work...which well, is fun but still kills me. friday night me and meg just sat at home and watched one tree hill forever! which was and always is fun but that is the 2nd friday night ive done nothign. however, after that i went over to caseys untill 4am. hung out with him and his friend alex? and went to IHOP. good times. at least then i was laughing.
last night was fun. i have fun. and thats good.
i think i have changed since i left. and changed in a good way. one perticular thing i have noticed about myself is the fact that i dont care as much anymore what people are saying or doing. i know who my REAL friends are. even if they are few and i dont give a shit. i also dont sweat the small stuff anymore...its to much for how long we have to live. and ok that sounds really cliche and i feel like i have said that many times before but its so true. like to me, i just want to have fun. i dont wanna worry about who is mad at who and why. obviously if its me, i want to know. but seriously if people dont bother to speak up and say whats on there mind, that is their own fault. i cant help it.i am only writing this on here because only people who matter really read this so yea.
today i sat in my room and thought. a lot. about life and how mine is pretty much shit. however, with all that is going on, i still am happy. for the most part. intergallactic experiences help that out a lot!!!haha.
im with nicole right now. we are gonna watch the game and BBQ! hopefully its fun. im sure it will be. then....our 'meeting' tonight, that should be interesting.
i love you.
goodbye.
PS julie, i broke it up for ya!
the first thing is that since i woke up this morning i dont think my family has lef tme alone.
number 2 i miss my girls from NAU
number 3 i didnt do good in shcool this semester but im to scared to talk to my parents abot it even though the rest of the world knows.
number 4. my friends all hate me
number 5, i have a hicky on my neck that is probally gonna be found cause its to damn hot to wear anything to cover it up.
so these past 2 weeks have been crazy as hell! i havnt done anything basicly exept for work...which well, is fun but still kills me. friday night me and meg just sat at home and watched one tree hill forever! which was and always is fun but that is the 2nd friday night ive done nothign. however, after that i went over to caseys untill 4am. hung out with him and his friend alex? and went to IHOP. good times. at least then i was laughing.
last night was fun. i have fun. and thats good.
i think i have changed since i left. and changed in a good way. one perticular thing i have noticed about myself is the fact that i dont care as much anymore what people are saying or doing. i know who my REAL friends are. even if they are few and i dont give a shit. i also dont sweat the small stuff anymore...its to much for how long we have to live. and ok that sounds really cliche and i feel like i have said that many times before but its so true. like to me, i just want to have fun. i dont wanna worry about who is mad at who and why. obviously if its me, i want to know. but seriously if people dont bother to speak up and say whats on there mind, that is their own fault. i cant help it.i am only writing this on here because only people who matter really read this so yea.
today i sat in my room and thought. a lot. about life and how mine is pretty much shit. however, with all that is going on, i still am happy. for the most part. intergallactic experiences help that out a lot!!!haha.
im with nicole right now. we are gonna watch the game and BBQ! hopefully its fun. im sure it will be. then....our 'meeting' tonight, that should be interesting.
i love you.
goodbye.
PS julie, i broke it up for ya!