It keeps getting better and better

[bsssk]

Every time i think that i have this college and life thing figured out i get sacked by the equivalent of a 350 pound lineman. Last night i tried to go to bed early, but i wasn't able to sleep because of something that was bothering me that i won't discuss right now. Anyway, i got up early today to talk to larry to see if i could sort out this rcc thing. And after talking to him i learned that the decision was made by brad and i probably won't be able to do anything about it til next year. So what that means is that it will end up being the same as last year. The rcc will never come to the building and i will end up doing all the work without the pay. So he will be getting paid for my dedication to a job that is not even mine. Pissed off does not even come close to describing my mood, it was just the closest since for some reason homicidal is not one of the options. Strange. I really hate immature, selfish people. Those idiots from first floor tried to steal the chairs from our common room last night and i just about shot them. But their not the only ones. Before we went on break i put up a map of michigan on the common room bulletin board with a bunch of push pins for people to show where they were from. Everybody loved the idea and some pins had to be added. Then the other day i was walking through and noticed that all but 3 of the pins were gone and two of those weren't even the ones that i put up. Not only did someone ruin something that our floor took the time to put together, they also took all of the pins that I put up. I don't understand why some people can't look beyond their own desires and see that there are other people in this world that will suffer from their actions. And this does not just apply to the fucker that took the push pins or the morons that stole the chairs. I won't pretend to be sorry for feeling this way but i'm always on the short end of the stick and i'm getting tired of it. I just want my existence to be acknowledged and appreciated. I don't think that is too much to ask for. But then i guess i'm probably being a little petty and selfish myself.
Well that's my rant for today. It does feel good to get some of this out. But now i must shut down the lab and head home without accomplishing much of anything.