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I know I only post here when I am anxious about a new guy. I also know all my new guys are extremely short lived. It helps me see the situation I'm in so I have a different perspective on it.
This new guy is extremely nice. He is amazing. But he doesn't check all my boxes. I know having an ideal man in my head is silly, but there are some traits I want.
Something is making me hesitate. I like him and I'm attracted to him, but I'm scared he might stop liking me after a while. I'm scared of rejection.
I also don't want to give up my freedom that I have being single. I like being alone.
Relationships are full of compromise and what happens if he wants things that I really don't want to compromise on?
I'm such a control freak. Ugh.
He makes me feel so good about myself and although I really don't need a man to do that for me it's really nice.
I'm afraid he'll put up with too much of my shit. I want a partner who will tell me when I'm out of line. I don't know if there is enough passion there either.
I hate being honest with myself.
Bryn
This new guy is extremely nice. He is amazing. But he doesn't check all my boxes. I know having an ideal man in my head is silly, but there are some traits I want.
Something is making me hesitate. I like him and I'm attracted to him, but I'm scared he might stop liking me after a while. I'm scared of rejection.
I also don't want to give up my freedom that I have being single. I like being alone.
Relationships are full of compromise and what happens if he wants things that I really don't want to compromise on?
I'm such a control freak. Ugh.
He makes me feel so good about myself and although I really don't need a man to do that for me it's really nice.
I'm afraid he'll put up with too much of my shit. I want a partner who will tell me when I'm out of line. I don't know if there is enough passion there either.
I hate being honest with myself.
Bryn