Anxious;Excited;Happy;loved;feelin alriight for once=0)

Jun 01, 2007 03:54


hey niggas!
havn't wrote in dis shit fo mad long!
HAPPY MEMORIAL WEEKEND! HOW WAS EVERYBODYS?miine was great too much
to explain right now its almost 4 a.m. Friday mornin im beat lol...well just a little update
been hangin in Hammonton alot w mii grl Krystal;i met her like a month ago we became best
friends ~*-:-GaNgSTa GiRlS dO iT bEsT-:-*~thats our mato or howeva you spell it lol...
and alot of friends i know in HtOwn and everybody knows me there when i go there because
of Krystal lol which is all good homies...and i met one of her good friends Tammi whom her and I
are realli good things her and i talk alot<3 i love her! shes always there for me to just like
Krystal when im not myself or when im havin a bad day or good day...I havnt hurd from mii
friends in Atco alot because Eryka works two jobs i think and is always w her man Anthony
which is awesome there still together<3; Jennifer Lynn my love i barely see her and shes still w
Lionnel or howeva you spell his name im happy fo her...mii friend Gina lives right across da street
but its like once in a blue moon we ever hangout she works her ass off an is always w her bf
Bobby...and a month ago or so i hungout w Rey Cardona;and his boi Rob w mii grl Krystal in
HtOwn i've known Rey since like the 9th grade that boi was mii highschool crush and afta 4 yrs
we finally hungout together lol<3 small world aint it?lolbut u know us girls will always have
our school crushes lol haha...

AND IF YOU WANNA KNOW WHERE I AM AND SHIT IM USUALLY IN HTOWN
BABY WHEN IM NOT WORKIN...

and i have a great job if yous eva wanna come visit me i work at TJ MAXX in Marlton;
i've been workin there now for almost 2 months...im onli partime right now;mii managers
are great;they do have rules but every one curses there laid back;there funny;chill i couldnt
ask for better managers...we get paid every FRIDAY i get paid 7:50 an hr...hopefully it'll
go up...and im in charge of fittingroom...i know the whole store of TJ MAXX...and its a good
job its a keeper<3 im glad i work there i act have a job i realli like and hey i get to know every
single piece of clothing and know all the designers=0)hellz yeah for me!!!lol...

and as fo me im back w JOHNJOHN SALVATOR BRAMANTE JR<3the love of my life
whom im going to marry;we've had one fight out of almost a hr which is pretty good an strong
for a relationship;everybody knows we neva faught and that just made our relationship
stronger and healthyer...correct my spelling sry homies lol...and hes the one he realli is the one
he wants us to save up our money;get our own apartment somewhere nice not to far;
have kids he realli wants to have a kid w me;and it be a boi;but im to young for that right now;
and around the age 22ish or so he wants to Marry me=0);hes my heart;hes mii soul;hes all
the stars and moons in the sky;hes my EVERYTHING!...hes doin good he stopped drinkin;
is done w drugs;is done w all that nonsence hes too old for that now and his partying days are 
over;hes out of that stage and im very happy for him;and i hope this time he doesnt break mii
heart;my whole family loves him;and i met his family actually on memorial weekend;at his
older sisters Laura wedding she married Eric they've been together for godly knows how long...
mii ma offered JOhnJOhn to live at mii crib since around where he lives is too many drugs;
and JOhnJohn is like a son to mii mom and always has been...and hes the one for me;
we did have one major fight but thats the past keep the past behind and future ahead;
hes always there for me when its the good and bad times;protective over me now;we learned
to trust eachotha;trust is the key to relationships;it def is and it helps!;we cuddle;we do 
everything together its been almost a yr w him besides our fight we had ...its gonna happen one
of these days soon hes going to marry me i can feel it he told his family he is;and me;that hes
going to marry me...his family loves me;and mii family loves him...hes my world!and if you fuck
w us;you mess w the wrong hubby and wifey!<3get that str& in yo head niggas iight?
 I LOVE JOHN SALVATOR BRAMANTE JR<3 HUBBY AND WIFEY FOREVA AND ALWAYS<3
this song is DEDICATED TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE OUR FIRST SLOW DANCE FROM
HIS SISTERS WEDDING LAURA AND ERIC THAT WE DANCED TOGETHER I NEVA
SLOWED DANCE;AND HE NEVER DID...I LOVE YOU BABY THIS IS FOR YOU!<3IF YOU
EVA READ DIS WHEN YOU SLEEPOVER MII CRIB...
our first slow dance song together...i love you baby so much!

(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after
all this time, you're still the one I love.)
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'

They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

hey yall!
tonight @ work was so busy;i had to do so many clothes
on so many racks;it wasnt even funny and to make it
more worse ppl were bringin in like 8 pieces of clothing
and onli buy 1 out of all of dem and most of the time not even
1;its onli the days i realli do gotta put clothes away on
racks when ppl in there b4 me dont feel like doin it oh they
think"Brookes gonna do it she will do it"ya thats a compliment
but you know atleast have the racks cleared so when i get
hole bunch of clothes to put on dem shits atleast have it
empty;bc when ppl bring in like 8 pieces of clothing it dont
help but the onli good thing bout dat is the 5 to 7:30
hr goes by mad fast and i dont look @ da clock lol

i just got done a showa;i can't sleep;i miss the love of my life
soon to be hubby JOHN SALVATOR BRAMANTE JR<3=0(;he dont
come home till the Friday commin up not today but next
week commin up=0(hes there fo 2 more months=0(its gonna
be hard everytime he leaves and has to go back there;
like the day on sunday b4 he had to leave on sunday night
i cried bc i didnt want him to leave i wanted to kidnap him lol"
its very hard its not the same @ mii crib when hes not here
i have him to be by myside;protective over me;is always
there for my bad times and good times;hes the onli one
i dont fight w we never fought we fought once almost a yr
onli once!thats pretty damn good for a relationship everybody
knows we never faught except one time but i aint gonna
get into that bc it'll just makeme upset that was past now
its the future and were very happy together again;i just
hope he dont break mii heart again and 2. hes stayin on the
right path dis time and im the wifey to do it♥ and he
knows that w his heart! ...i can't wait till he comes home
Friday bc i get paid like usual every friday and even though
i work friday and sat 5 to 10 the friday he comes home but
we can hangout durin the day b4 i leave at 4:20 b4 work
and he can come w mii ma to pick me up from work and
the same thing on sat 5 to 10 and sleepova all w/e;and ill
be off sunday=0)
i wanna take him out or us go out to eat or get a movie
hopefully next friday mii pay will be a little bigger then 20 hrs
no more callin out fo a while bc 100$ isnt enough anymore
its like wow 100 thats all i made?shit i want more fuckin
$ yat"ya know what i mean?i want doe i want money that i
earn myself and i appreciate it more ya know what i mean homies

tommo wake up;do girlie thing;makeup;relax get changed;
str&inhurr;work 5 to 10...PAYDAY TOMMO BABY!but mii pay
will be realli low so i aint lookin forward to it...then come home
clean room;clean mii babyphat shoes;showa;girlie thing etc...

work scedule dis week
Sat~~>5 to 10
Sunday~~>off
Monday~~>5 to 10
Tues~~>5 to 10
Wed~~>off
Thurs~~>5 to 10
Friday~~>5 to 10 PAYDAY and mii hubby JohnJOhn is commin home
SaT~~>5 to 10

^~~so lemme know whats goin on in htown or whom
wants to chill iight nigga?

<3ShOrti
xoxo

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