Lets get the party started!I can't sleep lol. too excited.
hey homies.
how is everyone? havn't wrote in dis in a while.
well i'm so fuckin excited bout tomorro! I can't sleep either.
it's mii fuckin GRADUATION PARTY TOMORROW! 6 to 10! at winslow house. i can't fuckin wait.
all mii family is goin right now there is 70 ppl going and b4 it was 60. so i'm fuckin excited. i really can't sleep lol.
Today. well actually yesterday Friday. mii friend Gina called me asking if i wanna go to lunch and i'm like sure how come? " and shes like bc Bobby which is her b/f is out paintballin and i have nothing to do and im bored ". and i'm like aww but Gina i have no money i feel bad. shes like don't worry bout it." and shes like where you wanna go applebees or olive garden? " i'm like woo Gina thats way expensive i can't " shes like no it's fine. and so shes like olive garden? " and im like yeah lol. so i get ready. JOhn asks me where im going ". and then her and i go out to eat. that was really nice bc i havn't been out w one of mii friends who are grls in along time. I'm always w JOhnny. and she lives right across da street from me. so we went out to eat. then went to TJ MACKS. then we came home afterwards. bc it was nice getting out. i'm always home or chillen w JOhnny. eva since school ended FOEVA it feels strange it's like you got freedom. then Johnny came out of his room hes like call your mom to let her know where commin there bc i wanna pick out a oufit fo your party " and hes like if i find one i'll go. so i call mom. no answer. and then we call gina. and she drives us there in poring rain. and she sees how we acted togetha in the car lol funny. and so we go to mii moms store and she hears me say MOM" lol. and she thought that was unexpected. and we ask if JOhn can get an outfit tomorrow fo da party. and shes like yeah will go to Kohl's. so JOhn got happy bout dat. I really thought he wasn't going to go. bc he said that if Jens not going hes not goin. He said dat all week " . and i got upset. bc i didn't invite her. i hate the fact when shes even here once a week sleeping ova. i hardly know the chick. and i don't wanna get to know da bitch. to me he can do better then that. even Gina thought she was ugly and knows JOhn can do betta den dat. and so i really thought he wasnt going bc i didnt invite Jen. but he changed his mind dis w/e. and hes like I'm doing this fo you " you driving me crazy " lol we was talkin at mii moms store. and I'm like well thank you i invited you where the first one. i've known you mii whole life basically. and i would be hurt if you didn't go." bc he asked me if i'm really happy bout him going " and i said yes." and hes like alright I'm doing this fo you ".=0). so we go to Kohl's. I get new silver jewrely. he gets an new outfit which is fuckin bangin. two Shady shirts, light dentim jeans, brown shoes. and mii mom bought him lookalike TI sunglasses. and of course had to get a shady shirt too i mean come on EMINEM lol. so we got dat shit. then went to wawa to get ciggs. then came home. and then he tried da outfit on tonight at home and hes like what you think?" and I look at him like kindof lickin mii lips a lli but noticable an i'm like thats fuckin hott " and he all had his shades on and shit. and i'm like JOhn thats really nice. and hes like thanks. hes like so perfect fo me the exact guy i want and i'll neva be able to have him. JOhnny is just perfect!. even though we get into nasty fights sometimes but we always get along bc thats what best friends do. and then so la8r on tonight. hes like yo Brooke get your ass in here " he wanted me to trim his hair and i did dat. and then we just talk and shit bout Oxys getting Oxys 80s. and we snort dem. and i trim his hair good. and he started callin me a fucknut "Lol hes like you fuck nut lol hes so stupid. and i did his hair fo him tonight. he had his shirt off and boxers on only. i'm like woo! orgasmic. and we had personal expierences b4 too " shh lol hehe they was funnn and we still do lol. so i did his hair tonight. and that was all tonight. tomorrow i gotta get up get ready, put outfit on, jewrely, then mii mom comes home at 3 from work. and shes gonna poker straighten mii hair. and then around 4ish or 5ish mii best friend Connie and her sister Sam are comming ova early. and then mii dad is comming between 5 and 5 30 to pick up mii sis and her friend Sam and her friend Morgan. and then Connie,Me,JOhn,and mii mom are gonna pick up Bree and Gus on Atco Ave. so it'll be lil packed in mii moms car but hey it's all good i want mii friends in there w me. and yes Gina and Bobby are going and the whole family across da street. and all mii favorite family is goin thats why i'm so excited bc dis time there comming to mii party " so i'm gonna be the most comfortable i eva been. so i fuckin can't wait.
dis week John and I saw da Omen on Tuesday i think it was or the day b/4 and we got Oxy's dat day we got high as shittt. i felt it dis time and i payed fo it. we got it at mii friend Brees house her mom gives us dat shit. and i felt it dis time boy. it makes you like floaty, your head feels light, your legs feel light, when you get up from you r bed your legs feel like your gonna collaspe. and JOhnny just sits there at mii computer chair w his legs spread chillen lol in a daize and you do get in daizes on dat shit. one time i was and JOhnny woke me up hes like BROOKe " lol i'm like wha? lol and you gotta smoke ciggs w dat shit to relax you. thats mii fav thing to do is Oxy 80's. and lately JOhn don't sit right next to me in the movies he sits a sit away from me b4 he has a gf hed sit next to me all da time. but the funny thing is Thursday we went to see The Fast and the Furious toko drift. and he sat next to me. so i'm like hmm thats weird he sat REAL close to me ". and that movie was kind of boring in the middle but got better towards da end. and as 5 mins towards the end VIN DISEAL COMES on I was like i told you i saw him in the previews " bc i wasnt sure dat was him. and everyone in the movie started going HELL YEAH " and clappin when we saw Vin fo only like 5 mins towards da end of da movie. but he made da movie. i neva liked him b4 until i watched the first and second of dat movie this yr. and ive only seen da 3rd one in the movies the other two i neva did. and JOhn had his goldSlogger drink w him. and he wanted me to try it and i tried it and it's like fuckin fireball candy it wakes your ass the hell up! and your throat all gets tight and shit i'm like woo " and hes like good shit right? " i'm like wow lol. so dat was dis week. and in between we rented movies went to wawa at like 3 a.m. in the morning and shit. Thursday night we also chilled and stayed up till 5:30 in da morning we watched an old movie called Legend w Tom Cruise. and i todl him i always use to be jealous of the grl Lily in there and Toms name was Jack. and that night i had a dream Johnny and i went out. like we was down da shore somewhere don't know what shore. i had on short dentim ripped jeans. and we was holding hands passing a basketball court. thats all i can remember. bc i remember dat night b4 i went to bed i dreamt JOhnny was the prince in the movie and I was Lily. and tryin to find him in the forest as she said Jack where are you " i'd think in mii head JOhnny where are you " i don't know why don't ask lol and he don't even like me like dat at all he only likes me as a really good close friend. and dis is strange what happened dis week.
one night we go to Blockbuster right and dis dude in there is really nice to us and we rented RunningScared which by da way is a bangin movie w Paul Walker<3. and dis is what JOhn tells me afterwards. we go to wawa after w mii mom she goes in side to get us ciggs. and JOhn and i wait outside and hes like you know that guy in there thought you was mii grl " and i'm like why what did he say? " and hes like you wish " i'm like JOhn what did he say lol " and hes like naw he just assumed you where bc he looked ova at you then at me " and i'm like ooh. and hes soo stupid b4 mii mom came out of da car he starts humpin mii moms car lol he goes you like it in your gas tank don't you " lol i'm like OMG ! lol. so the otha day dis week i forget we did a lot of shit dis week. and we go to Brees house to get an Oxy 80 from her mom and i paid fo it dis time. her mom Mindy is so nice she likes me a lot. we all gave her a hug wheneva we go there. bc their dad past away. so we always ask her how shes doing " and brere wasn't there dat day we went. and so she gives us the oxy and she lets us do some at her place. and we siad thank you fo it ". and that night i really felt it like when i got at home mii mom and Johnny where gonna play monoply bc thats all we do anymore at night we chill play monoply, and smoke which is pretty cool at da round table downstairs. so anyways Bree mails me back yesterday saying you know what mii mom asked me the otha day bout you guys ? " i'm like what shes like are Johnny and Brooke a couple? " n bree said no why? " shes like bc i think Brooke likes him the way she staires at him. and the way THEY flirt. lol i'm like are you serious? shes like yeah. so thats two ppl in one week thinkin that and Johnny has a g/f. is it really dat obvious? not just bc where always together but is it?..
and the funny thing is i don't say anything when he thinks a grl is hott on t.v. or somethin or in pubilc but when i think a guy is cute like i don't know in a movie, or when we out at da movies or somethin i start checkin a guy out and i'm like woah hes cute " and he goes hes a scumbag " everytime i make a comment bout any guy i mean literally if there white gangsta bc thats mii type hes like eh hes a scumbag " and Johnny dresses gangsta too. and even w mii mom in da car yesterday i'm like woah hes cute a guy walkin along Walmart. and hes like nah hes a scumbag Brooke " there is not one time he does not say somethin. now can anyone explain to me why he says dat shit? " and not one time not say nothin ? he always says somethin when i make a comment bout any guy and he don't even know him either. can anyone help me w dat?.
ah shit i havnt wrote dis long in a while. mii hands are starting to hurt i need to crack em. gotta smoke a cigg in a bit too. and wow it's almost 2. i really should start goin to bed soon so i wake up da latest at 12:30. and da one day last week. John wanted me to go swimmin w mii lil sister in her friend nowells pool across da street. and i said no ill dip mii feet in. so i put on short brown shorts. and we went. i had mii ciggs, and cell w me. so im watchin them all swimmin i dip mii feet in fo a while. and John gets a pale acting like hes gonna water plants and starts POORING WATER ON ME! i'm like you mother fucker ". i was so mad he poored water all ova me and put it on mii ass when i turned around and mii boobs, hair everything. everytime i turned around he watered mii ass lol. and he started grabbing mii arms and im like aw hell no 1lol". and i didn't real ize how much water got in mii phone i thought only a lil water got in. and so while we was thurr it wouldn't let me do nothing. so i wait dis whole week fo it to work again and its not it won't charge right, it won't let me take pics, it won't let me do da volunme, and i got messages on there from dis week i can't check them. the only thing it's letting me do is receive calls. so sice i hear i'm probably getting like 1,000 $ at mii party tomorrow. Monday i'm getting a new cell phone which i really don't want to and it's gonna be 150$ i'm gonna have to i have no choice. i'm also very careful w mii cell. i luvv mii cell its mii kid. but i guess more water got in it then i thought. and i had dat shit on da table. outside in mii friends backyard. and i really dont' wanna get a new phone trust me. i use to always thought that shit was fun getting a new cell. i got so use to miine i dont' want a new one. i'm still gonna have da same# though bc i luvv mii #. i just wanta new phone w da same features of miine, meaning txt msging, picture phone, internet to download good ringtones and maybe a speaker too dis x. and its an extra 10$ fo them to tranfer mii contacts into mii new phone. bc its not even letting me get into mii contacts which i'm very upset bout bc thats all mii friends and familys #'s in there i'm sure they can do it i pray bc if not theres no point of getting a new phone but i need to get a new phone. and so Monday JOhnny and I are gonna go to da mall I'm gonna get mii new cell w mii same #. and I'm getting him timberlands and new White T's. aren't i such a nice friend? he asked me nicely since half his shit got holes in it lol. and i wanna owe him some new clothes and i aint even his grl. so i'm buying him fuckin new white T's and fuckin timberland shoes. and hes gonna let me get lil somethin after too haha.. but i'm doin that bc im his friend and i wanna buy him dat stuff monday. and then i'm gonna take some out fo mii cell, ciggarattes, maybe few movies. and put da rest away fo mii steal blue mitsubushi eclispe or howeva you spell it. it'll be used, cd player, lines on the doors. thats mii baby <3 mii car. & thats bout pretty much it lately that i can remember which is a fuckin pretty good memory. i would write bout how i worked at K-mart and got fired and wasn't all mii fault. and mii parents didn't get mad at me bc i stook to somethin i neva did b4 meaning Cashier, and i never missed a day, always came on time, but K-mart could of handled it a lil better. and the bosses there they make you wanna leave those ppl " thats why they still got NOw Hiring sign. and i know that two of da black chicks where leaving i think last sunday there. and idk and John use to work there a while ago and he even said the bosses where
assholes. and now i know. but i would talk bout it now and shit and bout mii good friend Crsyat<3 but mii hands are getting tired they neva get dis tired. well dats bc i neva use the computer as much like i use to i hate it some days i really doo. even Gina said yesterday shes like are you eva on your instint message anymore? " i'm like nope. shes like you use to be on it all da time. I"m like i know. and shes like i hate it now too i'm like yeah i would never thought i'd use da word hate fo da computer ". i use to be in mii journal everyday last year. but i hardly do these long ass antries anymore.
hmm don't think i'm missing anything much. if not i'll write bout it again when i can again. i just can't sleep right now bc i'm excited bout tomorrow. and i need to smoke a cigg now def havn't smoked one in a hole hour yet. and mii eyes are starting to hurt bc i'm not wearin mii glasses.
& yes I'm still lookin fo dat special guy. you know the white gangsta type " lil cocky on da side but knows how to treat his grl. i like a guy VERY PROTECTIVE OVER THE LITTLEST THINGS. lot of mii friends don't like dat but i want thats a big +++'s in mii book. and ill let him chill w his boys when he wants he can smoke and drink here and there but not all da time. as long as he calls me i aint askin much as long as he calls his babygrl. ya know? shows respect, shows he cares, and not being cool around w his boys. has to smell good, and has somewhat of a good head on his shoulders. i aint askin much see? i aint askin to buy me jewrley, take me out to dinner and shit. i'm happyier w a bf i still miss mii ex JOhnJohn dearly, i'll always take him back. its just when i was w him i was always happy, like even in school in the beginning of i think two yrs ago when Connie was in school hed call me everyday during studyhall 3rd pd when he had his cellphone. and id just smile away in the halls bci saw him every night on school nights. and hed sleepover on weekends. so i have some good friends, even though i don't get out much, i aint popular, i may not be all dat great. but i'm very happy when i have a bf. everyone says mii best quality is mii personality " i have a great personality. and mii best features are mii hair, lips, and eyes. so yeah. if anyone can help me plz comment me anytime y oud like. i neva get comments on here. and would like mii f riends to get da time and read mii entries and leave me advice, or show they care iight homies? i'd do da same fo yous i've always have too. well i think thats bout it gonna go smoke a cigg gotta stop rubbin mii eyes. and go to bed its after 2 now lol.
<3 Brooke Amandaaaa
shOrti
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~*Goodnight, sweet dreams homies,*~
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how is everyone? havn't wrote in dis in a while.
well i'm so fuckin excited bout tomorro! I can't sleep either.
it's mii fuckin GRADUATION PARTY TOMORROW! 6 to 10! at winslow house. i can't fuckin wait.
all mii family is goin right now there is 70 ppl going and b4 it was 60. so i'm fuckin excited. i really can't sleep lol.
Today. well actually yesterday Friday. mii friend Gina called me asking if i wanna go to lunch and i'm like sure how come? " and shes like bc Bobby which is her b/f is out paintballin and i have nothing to do and im bored ". and i'm like aww but Gina i have no money i feel bad. shes like don't worry bout it." and shes like where you wanna go applebees or olive garden? " i'm like woo Gina thats way expensive i can't " shes like no it's fine. and so shes like olive garden? " and im like yeah lol. so i get ready. JOhn asks me where im going ". and then her and i go out to eat. that was really nice bc i havn't been out w one of mii friends who are grls in along time. I'm always w JOhnny. and she lives right across da street from me. so we went out to eat. then went to TJ MACKS. then we came home afterwards. bc it was nice getting out. i'm always home or chillen w JOhnny. eva since school ended FOEVA it feels strange it's like you got freedom. then Johnny came out of his room hes like call your mom to let her know where commin there bc i wanna pick out a oufit fo your party " and hes like if i find one i'll go. so i call mom. no answer. and then we call gina. and she drives us there in poring rain. and she sees how we acted togetha in the car lol funny. and so we go to mii moms store and she hears me say MOM" lol. and she thought that was unexpected. and we ask if JOhn can get an outfit tomorrow fo da party. and shes like yeah will go to Kohl's. so JOhn got happy bout dat. I really thought he wasn't going to go. bc he said that if Jens not going hes not goin. He said dat all week " . and i got upset. bc i didn't invite her. i hate the fact when shes even here once a week sleeping ova. i hardly know the chick. and i don't wanna get to know da bitch. to me he can do better then that. even Gina thought she was ugly and knows JOhn can do betta den dat. and so i really thought he wasnt going bc i didnt invite Jen. but he changed his mind dis w/e. and hes like I'm doing this fo you " you driving me crazy " lol we was talkin at mii moms store. and I'm like well thank you i invited you where the first one. i've known you mii whole life basically. and i would be hurt if you didn't go." bc he asked me if i'm really happy bout him going " and i said yes." and hes like alright I'm doing this fo you ".=0). so we go to Kohl's. I get new silver jewrely. he gets an new outfit which is fuckin bangin. two Shady shirts, light dentim jeans, brown shoes. and mii mom bought him lookalike TI sunglasses. and of course had to get a shady shirt too i mean come on EMINEM lol. so we got dat shit. then went to wawa to get ciggs. then came home. and then he tried da outfit on tonight at home and hes like what you think?" and I look at him like kindof lickin mii lips a lli but noticable an i'm like thats fuckin hott " and he all had his shades on and shit. and i'm like JOhn thats really nice. and hes like thanks. hes like so perfect fo me the exact guy i want and i'll neva be able to have him. JOhnny is just perfect!. even though we get into nasty fights sometimes but we always get along bc thats what best friends do. and then so la8r on tonight. hes like yo Brooke get your ass in here " he wanted me to trim his hair and i did dat. and then we just talk and shit bout Oxys getting Oxys 80s. and we snort dem. and i trim his hair good. and he started callin me a fucknut "Lol hes like you fuck nut lol hes so stupid. and i did his hair fo him tonight. he had his shirt off and boxers on only. i'm like woo! orgasmic. and we had personal expierences b4 too " shh lol hehe they was funnn and we still do lol. so i did his hair tonight. and that was all tonight. tomorrow i gotta get up get ready, put outfit on, jewrely, then mii mom comes home at 3 from work. and shes gonna poker straighten mii hair. and then around 4ish or 5ish mii best friend Connie and her sister Sam are comming ova early. and then mii dad is comming between 5 and 5 30 to pick up mii sis and her friend Sam and her friend Morgan. and then Connie,Me,JOhn,and mii mom are gonna pick up Bree and Gus on Atco Ave. so it'll be lil packed in mii moms car but hey it's all good i want mii friends in there w me. and yes Gina and Bobby are going and the whole family across da street. and all mii favorite family is goin thats why i'm so excited bc dis time there comming to mii party " so i'm gonna be the most comfortable i eva been. so i fuckin can't wait.
dis week John and I saw da Omen on Tuesday i think it was or the day b/4 and we got Oxy's dat day we got high as shittt. i felt it dis time and i payed fo it. we got it at mii friend Brees house her mom gives us dat shit. and i felt it dis time boy. it makes you like floaty, your head feels light, your legs feel light, when you get up from you r bed your legs feel like your gonna collaspe. and JOhnny just sits there at mii computer chair w his legs spread chillen lol in a daize and you do get in daizes on dat shit. one time i was and JOhnny woke me up hes like BROOKe " lol i'm like wha? lol and you gotta smoke ciggs w dat shit to relax you. thats mii fav thing to do is Oxy 80's. and lately JOhn don't sit right next to me in the movies he sits a sit away from me b4 he has a gf hed sit next to me all da time. but the funny thing is Thursday we went to see The Fast and the Furious toko drift. and he sat next to me. so i'm like hmm thats weird he sat REAL close to me ". and that movie was kind of boring in the middle but got better towards da end. and as 5 mins towards the end VIN DISEAL COMES on I was like i told you i saw him in the previews " bc i wasnt sure dat was him. and everyone in the movie started going HELL YEAH " and clappin when we saw Vin fo only like 5 mins towards da end of da movie. but he made da movie. i neva liked him b4 until i watched the first and second of dat movie this yr. and ive only seen da 3rd one in the movies the other two i neva did. and JOhn had his goldSlogger drink w him. and he wanted me to try it and i tried it and it's like fuckin fireball candy it wakes your ass the hell up! and your throat all gets tight and shit i'm like woo " and hes like good shit right? " i'm like wow lol. so dat was dis week. and in between we rented movies went to wawa at like 3 a.m. in the morning and shit. Thursday night we also chilled and stayed up till 5:30 in da morning we watched an old movie called Legend w Tom Cruise. and i todl him i always use to be jealous of the grl Lily in there and Toms name was Jack. and that night i had a dream Johnny and i went out. like we was down da shore somewhere don't know what shore. i had on short dentim ripped jeans. and we was holding hands passing a basketball court. thats all i can remember. bc i remember dat night b4 i went to bed i dreamt JOhnny was the prince in the movie and I was Lily. and tryin to find him in the forest as she said Jack where are you " i'd think in mii head JOhnny where are you " i don't know why don't ask lol and he don't even like me like dat at all he only likes me as a really good close friend. and dis is strange what happened dis week.
one night we go to Blockbuster right and dis dude in there is really nice to us and we rented RunningScared which by da way is a bangin movie w Paul Walker<3. and dis is what JOhn tells me afterwards. we go to wawa after w mii mom she goes in side to get us ciggs. and JOhn and i wait outside and hes like you know that guy in there thought you was mii grl " and i'm like why what did he say? " and hes like you wish " i'm like JOhn what did he say lol " and hes like naw he just assumed you where bc he looked ova at you then at me " and i'm like ooh. and hes soo stupid b4 mii mom came out of da car he starts humpin mii moms car lol he goes you like it in your gas tank don't you " lol i'm like OMG ! lol. so the otha day dis week i forget we did a lot of shit dis week. and we go to Brees house to get an Oxy 80 from her mom and i paid fo it dis time. her mom Mindy is so nice she likes me a lot. we all gave her a hug wheneva we go there. bc their dad past away. so we always ask her how shes doing " and brere wasn't there dat day we went. and so she gives us the oxy and she lets us do some at her place. and we siad thank you fo it ". and that night i really felt it like when i got at home mii mom and Johnny where gonna play monoply bc thats all we do anymore at night we chill play monoply, and smoke which is pretty cool at da round table downstairs. so anyways Bree mails me back yesterday saying you know what mii mom asked me the otha day bout you guys ? " i'm like what shes like are Johnny and Brooke a couple? " n bree said no why? " shes like bc i think Brooke likes him the way she staires at him. and the way THEY flirt. lol i'm like are you serious? shes like yeah. so thats two ppl in one week thinkin that and Johnny has a g/f. is it really dat obvious? not just bc where always together but is it?..
and the funny thing is i don't say anything when he thinks a grl is hott on t.v. or somethin or in pubilc but when i think a guy is cute like i don't know in a movie, or when we out at da movies or somethin i start checkin a guy out and i'm like woah hes cute " and he goes hes a scumbag " everytime i make a comment bout any guy i mean literally if there white gangsta bc thats mii type hes like eh hes a scumbag " and Johnny dresses gangsta too. and even w mii mom in da car yesterday i'm like woah hes cute a guy walkin along Walmart. and hes like nah hes a scumbag Brooke " there is not one time he does not say somethin. now can anyone explain to me why he says dat shit? " and not one time not say nothin ? he always says somethin when i make a comment bout any guy and he don't even know him either. can anyone help me w dat?.
ah shit i havnt wrote dis long in a while. mii hands are starting to hurt i need to crack em. gotta smoke a cigg in a bit too. and wow it's almost 2. i really should start goin to bed soon so i wake up da latest at 12:30. and da one day last week. John wanted me to go swimmin w mii lil sister in her friend nowells pool across da street. and i said no ill dip mii feet in. so i put on short brown shorts. and we went. i had mii ciggs, and cell w me. so im watchin them all swimmin i dip mii feet in fo a while. and John gets a pale acting like hes gonna water plants and starts POORING WATER ON ME! i'm like you mother fucker ". i was so mad he poored water all ova me and put it on mii ass when i turned around and mii boobs, hair everything. everytime i turned around he watered mii ass lol. and he started grabbing mii arms and im like aw hell no 1lol". and i didn't real ize how much water got in mii phone i thought only a lil water got in. and so while we was thurr it wouldn't let me do nothing. so i wait dis whole week fo it to work again and its not it won't charge right, it won't let me take pics, it won't let me do da volunme, and i got messages on there from dis week i can't check them. the only thing it's letting me do is receive calls. so sice i hear i'm probably getting like 1,000 $ at mii party tomorrow. Monday i'm getting a new cell phone which i really don't want to and it's gonna be 150$ i'm gonna have to i have no choice. i'm also very careful w mii cell. i luvv mii cell its mii kid. but i guess more water got in it then i thought. and i had dat shit on da table. outside in mii friends backyard. and i really dont' wanna get a new phone trust me. i use to always thought that shit was fun getting a new cell. i got so use to miine i dont' want a new one. i'm still gonna have da same# though bc i luvv mii #. i just wanta new phone w da same features of miine, meaning txt msging, picture phone, internet to download good ringtones and maybe a speaker too dis x. and its an extra 10$ fo them to tranfer mii contacts into mii new phone. bc its not even letting me get into mii contacts which i'm very upset bout bc thats all mii friends and familys #'s in there i'm sure they can do it i pray bc if not theres no point of getting a new phone but i need to get a new phone. and so Monday JOhnny and I are gonna go to da mall I'm gonna get mii new cell w mii same #. and I'm getting him timberlands and new White T's. aren't i such a nice friend? he asked me nicely since half his shit got holes in it lol. and i wanna owe him some new clothes and i aint even his grl. so i'm buying him fuckin new white T's and fuckin timberland shoes. and hes gonna let me get lil somethin after too haha.. but i'm doin that bc im his friend and i wanna buy him dat stuff monday. and then i'm gonna take some out fo mii cell, ciggarattes, maybe few movies. and put da rest away fo mii steal blue mitsubushi eclispe or howeva you spell it. it'll be used, cd player, lines on the doors. thats mii baby <3 mii car. & thats bout pretty much it lately that i can remember which is a fuckin pretty good memory. i would write bout how i worked at K-mart and got fired and wasn't all mii fault. and mii parents didn't get mad at me bc i stook to somethin i neva did b4 meaning Cashier, and i never missed a day, always came on time, but K-mart could of handled it a lil better. and the bosses there they make you wanna leave those ppl " thats why they still got NOw Hiring sign. and i know that two of da black chicks where leaving i think last sunday there. and idk and John use to work there a while ago and he even said the bosses where
assholes. and now i know. but i would talk bout it now and shit and bout mii good friend Crsyat<3 but mii hands are getting tired they neva get dis tired. well dats bc i neva use the computer as much like i use to i hate it some days i really doo. even Gina said yesterday shes like are you eva on your instint message anymore? " i'm like nope. shes like you use to be on it all da time. I"m like i know. and shes like i hate it now too i'm like yeah i would never thought i'd use da word hate fo da computer ". i use to be in mii journal everyday last year. but i hardly do these long ass antries anymore.
hmm don't think i'm missing anything much. if not i'll write bout it again when i can again. i just can't sleep right now bc i'm excited bout tomorrow. and i need to smoke a cigg now def havn't smoked one in a hole hour yet. and mii eyes are starting to hurt bc i'm not wearin mii glasses.
& yes I'm still lookin fo dat special guy. you know the white gangsta type " lil cocky on da side but knows how to treat his grl. i like a guy VERY PROTECTIVE OVER THE LITTLEST THINGS. lot of mii friends don't like dat but i want thats a big +++'s in mii book. and ill let him chill w his boys when he wants he can smoke and drink here and there but not all da time. as long as he calls me i aint askin much as long as he calls his babygrl. ya know? shows respect, shows he cares, and not being cool around w his boys. has to smell good, and has somewhat of a good head on his shoulders. i aint askin much see? i aint askin to buy me jewrley, take me out to dinner and shit. i'm happyier w a bf i still miss mii ex JOhnJohn dearly, i'll always take him back. its just when i was w him i was always happy, like even in school in the beginning of i think two yrs ago when Connie was in school hed call me everyday during studyhall 3rd pd when he had his cellphone. and id just smile away in the halls bci saw him every night on school nights. and hed sleepover on weekends. so i have some good friends, even though i don't get out much, i aint popular, i may not be all dat great. but i'm very happy when i have a bf. everyone says mii best quality is mii personality " i have a great personality. and mii best features are mii hair, lips, and eyes. so yeah. if anyone can help me plz comment me anytime y oud like. i neva get comments on here. and would like mii f riends to get da time and read mii entries and leave me advice, or show they care iight homies? i'd do da same fo yous i've always have too. well i think thats bout it gonna go smoke a cigg gotta stop rubbin mii eyes. and go to bed its after 2 now lol.
<3 Brooke Amandaaaa
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