Oh the thing that are on my mind
Well i dont know if this is going to be more of get things on my mind out or more of a rant.
but we'll just see how it goes.
so yeah. well most of know that the Pakistan prime minister (Benazir Bhutto) was murdered today. And now everyone is freaking out! Well i guess it is a relle big deal, but now oil prices are going up and their are parading her body throughout pakistan. idk relle.
Me and my mom were talking and i got started on the war in iraq and dont get me wrong when i say this i do support George Bush and all he is doing but im thinking we need to bring the the armies back just gradually. I mean basically the middle east wants us out..rite? so why not give them what they want? they'll be happier and maybe things will better. idk. maybe i'm just stuck in my own lil "positivity is everything" world.
while i was on my rant about the middle east. i just realized something. or it is what i see. Fear controls the entire world. It controls the economy, it controls the military, it controls the government, and it controls the people around us everyday. People always have a fear of something. Just think about it. A fear holds us back from getting what we want. Fear keeps the world in turmoil. What keeps the wars going on. Fear of being the weaker country fear of being defeated fear of being depleted. Fear stops you from walking up to the cute boy at school and talk to him. Fear is what keeps you from speaking up and being heard. Fear doesn't help you defend the little guys. Fear is what keeps the economy in a rut. It keeps the prices of the world up. Fear helps bring down our government. Fear is what keeps you from finding the lord. Fear stops you from finding you.
But again, this is my opinion. and what do i relle know.
Now away from the world ranting. I'm going to rant on my own life. So there's this boy. How many times have we heard that one. Well this boy is different. He keeps me on my toes. He gives me that bubbly feeling. He makes me feel like i'm the only one around. And yet i dont think he feels the same way. If you just realize what I just realized, Then we'd be perfect for each other. (haha i lovee Colbie caillat.) this has been going on since last march. We met at a party and it just clicked you know? But he went to another school and had a g/f. So i relle didnt expect to hear from him again. But the next day he texted me and thats how its been since. We always text each other. And we always try to hang out. I went and watched him play football, we hung out a couple weeks ago and it was amazing. but ahh! i've been trying to find someone else to like but i kinda always come back to him. bleh. i lovee all my confusion.
haha anyways. I have found a new loving for Colbie Caillat and Elliott Yamin. Add the Jonas Brothers and we have one happy camper!!! hehe! They are amazing!! lol
Downloading their songs to put on my itunes as we speak!!! :D
i'm sitting here as i kinda let out my emotions and it relle helps.
music is my one true lovee. :)) many can agree.
so how many more dayys til Narnia? umm 140..so that means about 144 til my b-day!!
ahaha! as i was talking to
ibelonginnarnia she pointed out the an epic movie was coming out near my b-dayy and i was special. It made me feel pretty good. bahaha! *pushes nerdy glasses up* Then i pointed out she was special too. I mean her graphics are great!! :)) *cough*sucking up*cough*
well i think thats about it.
Ciao!
but we'll just see how it goes.
so yeah. well most of know that the Pakistan prime minister (Benazir Bhutto) was murdered today. And now everyone is freaking out! Well i guess it is a relle big deal, but now oil prices are going up and their are parading her body throughout pakistan. idk relle.
Me and my mom were talking and i got started on the war in iraq and dont get me wrong when i say this i do support George Bush and all he is doing but im thinking we need to bring the the armies back just gradually. I mean basically the middle east wants us out..rite? so why not give them what they want? they'll be happier and maybe things will better. idk. maybe i'm just stuck in my own lil "positivity is everything" world.
while i was on my rant about the middle east. i just realized something. or it is what i see. Fear controls the entire world. It controls the economy, it controls the military, it controls the government, and it controls the people around us everyday. People always have a fear of something. Just think about it. A fear holds us back from getting what we want. Fear keeps the world in turmoil. What keeps the wars going on. Fear of being the weaker country fear of being defeated fear of being depleted. Fear stops you from walking up to the cute boy at school and talk to him. Fear is what keeps you from speaking up and being heard. Fear doesn't help you defend the little guys. Fear is what keeps the economy in a rut. It keeps the prices of the world up. Fear helps bring down our government. Fear is what keeps you from finding the lord. Fear stops you from finding you.
But again, this is my opinion. and what do i relle know.
Now away from the world ranting. I'm going to rant on my own life. So there's this boy. How many times have we heard that one. Well this boy is different. He keeps me on my toes. He gives me that bubbly feeling. He makes me feel like i'm the only one around. And yet i dont think he feels the same way. If you just realize what I just realized, Then we'd be perfect for each other. (haha i lovee Colbie caillat.) this has been going on since last march. We met at a party and it just clicked you know? But he went to another school and had a g/f. So i relle didnt expect to hear from him again. But the next day he texted me and thats how its been since. We always text each other. And we always try to hang out. I went and watched him play football, we hung out a couple weeks ago and it was amazing. but ahh! i've been trying to find someone else to like but i kinda always come back to him. bleh. i lovee all my confusion.
haha anyways. I have found a new loving for Colbie Caillat and Elliott Yamin. Add the Jonas Brothers and we have one happy camper!!! hehe! They are amazing!! lol
Downloading their songs to put on my itunes as we speak!!! :D
i'm sitting here as i kinda let out my emotions and it relle helps.
music is my one true lovee. :)) many can agree.
so how many more dayys til Narnia? umm 140..so that means about 144 til my b-day!!
ahaha! as i was talking to
ibelonginnarnia she pointed out the an epic movie was coming out near my b-dayy and i was special. It made me feel pretty good. bahaha! *pushes nerdy glasses up* Then i pointed out she was special too. I mean her graphics are great!! :)) *cough*sucking up*cough*
well i think thats about it.
Ciao!