It is a game of war
I feel like I am playing the never ending game of war... Some people may know what I am talking about and others will have no clue... That is how my life is anymore... I only let some people in...
Today... I called off of work so if I wanna work for Verizon I have to do the training all over again... Yeah... That will never fucking happen... Well, the reason I called off was because me and Missy got into a big fight today all becuase she wanted me to call off of work for her... So she got pissed at me becuase I wouldn't do it... She needs to grow up and do shit for herself... She was whining becuase I wouldn't do it... and that is one thing she bitches at me for doing... So we got into a big fight and yeah... Well, she didn't go to work... Her mom called off for her... So then things got better and then we was in the bedroom messing around and I turned out the lights... Yeah she fucking flipped on me for turning out the damn lights on her... Yeah... I don't fucking understand her at all... Everything is sooo damn confusing right now... I don't know what the hell I am doing or where the hell I am going in my damn life... So now becuase of her I don't have a job or any money to my name... I think tomorrow I might call mom and see if she will come get me for the weekend... I wanna go home where I know what to expect... and I know how to deal with shit.. Ya know... It just really really fucking sucks... I miss home... I really do... I wanna go home... But I wanna be with Missy... I am torn between 2 things and I don't know what to do... I feel so lost but I feel found... I don't make any sense right now... But do I ever... Well, this post would go on forever if I don't end it now... So... Later everyone...
Today... I called off of work so if I wanna work for Verizon I have to do the training all over again... Yeah... That will never fucking happen... Well, the reason I called off was because me and Missy got into a big fight today all becuase she wanted me to call off of work for her... So she got pissed at me becuase I wouldn't do it... She needs to grow up and do shit for herself... She was whining becuase I wouldn't do it... and that is one thing she bitches at me for doing... So we got into a big fight and yeah... Well, she didn't go to work... Her mom called off for her... So then things got better and then we was in the bedroom messing around and I turned out the lights... Yeah she fucking flipped on me for turning out the damn lights on her... Yeah... I don't fucking understand her at all... Everything is sooo damn confusing right now... I don't know what the hell I am doing or where the hell I am going in my damn life... So now becuase of her I don't have a job or any money to my name... I think tomorrow I might call mom and see if she will come get me for the weekend... I wanna go home where I know what to expect... and I know how to deal with shit.. Ya know... It just really really fucking sucks... I miss home... I really do... I wanna go home... But I wanna be with Missy... I am torn between 2 things and I don't know what to do... I feel so lost but I feel found... I don't make any sense right now... But do I ever... Well, this post would go on forever if I don't end it now... So... Later everyone...