beauty comes to those who have been waiting.
I am nothing but a burden to anyone I encounter. My family reminds me every day that I am costing them hundreds because I wont move. and how they dont have enough money to buy things for themselves or for eachother and how this christmas they could only spend 20 dollars on eachother. well fuck, im trying to make it right. I bought you hundreds of dollars for christmas to make up for it. I come hundreds of miles away from my comfort zone to see you. I do things you want to do and dont complain. I wake up early. I sit through your arguments and I dont cry. so, when say I dont want to come down, dont be surprised.
I miss ryan so much and i never feel good enough.
I miss ryan so much and i never feel good enough.