Panic
I think I just had my first panic attack. I thought I'd felt it before, but this... this was a whole different beast. It's strange because there wasn't so much 'panic' as much as 'ooh, I really don't feel good.' I got a sinking feeling in my stomach, and everything started to feel fuzzy, like when I passed out for a second when on pain pills after having my wisdom teeth yanked. I got up, and my blood rushed to my head and I stumbled getting to the kitchen while my head got fuzzier and fuzzier, I almost couldn't see the blood was rushing to my head so fast, at last I stumbled to the ground and lay down in the kitchen, the lightheadedness went away almost immediately, I had to convince myself over and over again not to throw up and luckily I didn't, I just burped a few times because I gulped some pepsi down before lying down/falling. And all throughout this my whole body was shaking like mad. Ugh, I'm never going to do what I did before having the panic attack again. I hope.