Wow...
I'm going to be a god-Aunt. My best friend is having a baby and I'm still in shock. Hell SHE'S still in shock. It was her first time... the sperm-donor shithead gave her some shit about 'pulling out'. She was a virgin, and it was not fun for her. I'm worried that the father won't be good for her or the baby. I'm worried that he'll abandon them, or just not be there for them. I'll be there, but I don't know if I'm ready to be a god-Aunt to a baby just yet, and yet, this somehow feels like a new beginning, the birth of someone I will care for BY someone I care IMMENSELY for. I've got to be there for her. Support her. She'll be twenty by the time the baby's born, and I'll be nineteen, the father will be eighteen. He's seventeen now. Shit Shit Shit.