wow
it's pretty cool having a computer in my room. my cousin let me move his laptop into my room for a couple of days, so i can type a paper and a take home test. i can't believe i just e-mailed my ex-girlfriend and told her that i fooled around with her friend. it's not her best friend, but a good enough friend. it happened about three weeks ago. i had talked to the girl and we had decided not to tell angela. i figured that since she was angela's friend that she had more say than i, seeing that their relationship we be more affected. now this girl and i do not speak to one another anymore and i can hardly talk to angela when she calls me or i bump into her. my cousin seems to think what i did was ok, he doesn't like the friend so he could care less about her feelings. todd thinks i should have consulted the girl before telling angela. i agree with him but i knew if i didn't act tonight i wouldn't act at all. so i feel bad about that because we said we would alert the other if we were going to tell angela. for all i know angela has already been told, which doesn't make what i've done right, but could make my statement a moot point. i imagine drama levels should pick up, which i am not looking forward to. i just knew i had to tell angela, not because i want to get back together with her but because it was severely affecting any relationship i was able to have with her. i wouldn't call her and dreaded when she called me. it would keep popping into my head and i knew the only way to exterminate these thought was to let the cat out of the bag. i told angela that i could understand if she was upset and didn't want to be friends , and to e-mail me if she felt the urge. so i shall sit back not knowing if what i have done is the right thing, and wait for the forthcoming repercussions. for anyone out there paying attention to updates on my big paper due tomorrow, progress is none existent, and i'm hoping for a miracle, or to get blasted with unearthly motivation. justin, your comments on stress were useful.