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I know that everyone has doubts about college near graduation, when the reality of it all settles in. But what if I'm having serious doubts about everything I've done in the past two years to get myself ready? I was positive I wanted to be an architect sophomore year, and that's what I've stuck with since then. No one questioned me, it seemed like a good major. But I didn't explore any other careers, didn't even look at other things. Now I'm going to a college where I'll have to do architecture or engineering. I know engineering is out of the question...I don't want to be an engineer. The past few weeks I have been seriously contemplating the idea of majoring in nutrition. But RPI doesn't offer that... In comparision to nutrition, architecture doesn't seem too exciting anymore. And now I'm not excited for college anymore. Because I don't know if I'm even doing the right thing, and I don't know if I want to do this anymore. And now it's too late to do anything about it. Everyone has always told me I should be a nutritionist, why didn't I look into it sooner than this?? I mean, I should've thought about it. I'm the only loser I know who reads books about nutrition and diet and all those health food books. And my friends make fun of me for being such a healthy eater. and now it's too late....
Buildings just don't sound so appealing anymore.
Buildings just don't sound so appealing anymore.