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ok so shawn and cloee fucked...wtf. she didnt even tell me or anything i think i have a right to be pissed about that. that is so disgusting though cloee is nasty and so is shawn for having sex with her hahaha ew that is so gross i almost feel bad for him. anyways totally over shawn and that little tidbit of information really helped with the process because that just proved that he totally wasnt the person i thought he was which is cool..whatever lol so me and bri havent hung out yet this summer..it has been awesome! like i never realized how miserable i actually am when i am with her its so refreshing not to feel bad about myself all the time. haha anyways summers been great..been running a lot blah blah balh i started the 500 mile plan a couple days ago...thats 8 miles every day except sunday do 5. i've been doin ok except i def only did 5 today but i did the bike and an abb workout so i figured it makes up for it. been hanging out with sid a lot lately hes pretty cool i guess but idk yet he is kind of a doush and i def dont think i am interested..at least not like thta you know ..but whatever we will see where things go haha