sooo..i move in with alex this weekend. THIS WEEKEND! that is some crazy shit. im starting to get a little anxious. i just am not sure what it is going to be like. i'm not really very familiar with the orlando area, and i dont really know that many people over there. i am just nervous i will feel very alone. haha. but i have talked to joey, from ( Read more... )

i can't waiiittt to go to collegge!!! i am finally running again without my knee giving me trouble. which is awesome, but i'm really out of shape. like i can only make it about a mile and a half before getting realllyyy tired lol. its ok though, i plan on being at least close to where i was before this happened again ( Read more... )

ughhh i am getting so annoyeddddd ( Read more... )

things i hate right now ( Read more... )

Ok, so at this point I am pretty sure that I am the only person who hasn't gotten accepted into any colleges yet. I am so scared. What if i don't get in anywhere? I really wish i had sent in some applications earlier. I mean, who am I kidding I am not going to get into UF. I got deferred from usf! WHAT?! my god I can't believe that. Usf was like my ( Read more... )

I hate this habit that everyone has of building people up so much into seemingly better people than they actually are. Some people spend their whole lives trying to be more like those people they look up to. But those people are no different than anyone else; they have flaws too. And sometimes we get so wrapped up in trying to be more like those ( Read more... )

so yesterday i ran 10 miles. it took me an hour and 24 minutes, but it was 10 miles none the less. my knees were fine the whole time! they hurt after, but i iced the shit out of them and like overdosed on ib profin so it was fine. i am just so excited that i can run again. and also really nervous i am going to injure something else because ( Read more... )

i don't know what to do..my knees don't work, i just want to run. i am so scared i will never be able to do what i love again. my sister is awful towards me, i can't wait to get out of my house. kris doesnt want anything to do with me i'm pretty sure. my face is breaking out; i feel like i look more disgusting than usual. i think i can safely say ( Read more... )

i have been feeling so depressed lately. i feel like a huge part of my life has been taken away from me. i can't not run. my knee won't get better. i mean come on its been like 4 months by now and i still cant run without it clicking or popping or hurting. i dont even know waht to do anymore. i miss running so much. i miss being able to run. i can ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do with myselfffff. i havent run in three weeks i feel like the biggest waste of space..my knee is finally getting better but it still starts to hurt after a couple miles..ran in that 5k yesterday and had to stop after 2 miles and walk for like four minutes!! i ended up getting like a 26 it freaking sucked..i wasted my whole ( Read more... )