I want to move... now.
I want to move. I wish it could be easily done, I wish it wouldn't make things worse before they could get better, I wish I didn't have to feel like an outsider in my own house, I wish a lot of things actually. Most specfically that circumstances would be different and I that didn't have to want to move.
I went on craigs list and there are a lot of places I could potentially go, but it won't be easy, there are a lot of things to think about past just moving in general, like getting out of my lease, being able to afford a new deposit, being able to move everything out without a shitload of drama...yeah, so I just don't know. Basically I am miserable where I am at now though, but I don't know if its practical to leave. blah.
i wish the Kimball's never moved, I would just have made them let me live in their back porch (it was like a florida room type deal) haha... that would have been ideal. oh well. 7 more months, 7 more months, I just have to keep telling myself there is an end in sight and then I don't have to worry about deadbeat assholes anymore.
its really unfortunate though, because this is my senior year and I should be having a blast. I should be just living with the one roommate that I do like, and we shouldn't have to worry about our futures and belongings because of other selfish people. But unfortunatly we do.
i just dont know what to do.
I went on craigs list and there are a lot of places I could potentially go, but it won't be easy, there are a lot of things to think about past just moving in general, like getting out of my lease, being able to afford a new deposit, being able to move everything out without a shitload of drama...yeah, so I just don't know. Basically I am miserable where I am at now though, but I don't know if its practical to leave. blah.
i wish the Kimball's never moved, I would just have made them let me live in their back porch (it was like a florida room type deal) haha... that would have been ideal. oh well. 7 more months, 7 more months, I just have to keep telling myself there is an end in sight and then I don't have to worry about deadbeat assholes anymore.
its really unfortunate though, because this is my senior year and I should be having a blast. I should be just living with the one roommate that I do like, and we shouldn't have to worry about our futures and belongings because of other selfish people. But unfortunatly we do.
i just dont know what to do.