LOVE: It's complicated [chapter 1]
Title: LOVE: It's complicated
Author: dephi
Pairing: Akame , Jinda , Ryoda, Ryokame (sorted by the first letter)
Rating: PG so far
Disclaimer : none of this is mind< except for the writing itself
Summary: At first, everything looked perfect in Kamenashi Kazuya’s life. He’s a popular idol, and he had a boyfriend he loved so much. But when one of his band mates asked for his help, everything started to change slowly, without a certain end.
Notes : a collaboration between dephi and allboutp. Beta by funkysparks. Written for kaokikame's request.
Cakes were organized nicely on the display, waitresses walked all around the room to serve as many tables as possible and baristas kept on making drinks to fulfill the unstoppable orders.
It was a popular cafe which was crowded with people during its rush hour. People kept on coming in and out. That was just how busy it was.
Kamenashi Kazuya sat alone on a table on the right side of the counter, on the VIP corner. A half drank iced coffee latte was placed in front of him with a straw. He sipped it through a straw before taking a short glance at his watch. 5 more minutes... It was 5 minutes before 3 p.m., the promised time he had with his boyfriend, Ryo.
Impatiently, Kame kept on sipping his drink. That always happened whenever he was too nervous, while meeting his boyfriend was one of the things which made him the most nervous.
Kamenashi Kazuya, 23 years old, was a member of one of the most famous idol bands under Johnny's Entertainment Agency, KAT-TUN. He was cool, charming, but beautiful in other ways. Many girls would be willing to do anything just to see him in person. That was just how popular he is.
As the K of KAT-TUN, and also the youngest member of the band, people put their hopes on him. He starred in many dramas and achieved many awards. Despite his young age, he was more reliable than the rest of his band mates. So it was not a wonder to say that he was the unofficial leader of KAT-TUN.
Rumors about him popped up randomly, whether him being caught in a scandal with some women, or him as a gay. AkaKame... Kame didn't know when it was started but when he realized it, many people paired him with the A of KAT-TUN, Akanishi Jin. Yes, they were close friends Kame admitted, but then that was it. They were nothing like what people said.
If possible, Kame actually wanted to shout it out, shout how it was not the truth. But people would only take it differently so his effort would be useless. He knew that well.
But a part of him still didn't like it at all. A part of him that knew that his heart was for someone else. Yes, for Nishikido Ryo.
Ryo was under the same agency like him but they were debuted in different groups. He was popular, even before Kame started to gain his popularity. At first Kame hated him so much, since he kept on mocking his bandmate, Ueda. They fought a few times before but little did Kame know that he would develop a special kind of feeling for the latter. And so, he was so confused when he finally realized it. What should I do, he thought. A part of him knew that they were not in good terms at all but the other part of him showed how he longed for the older man so much. The fact that he was a gay complicated things even more. He was torn and helpless.
But then, all of his worries disappeared when he found out that Ryo actually had the same feelings for him. An indescribable feeling wrapped him immediately and he could only let out a few droplets of tears when he heard the confession. He was happy.
And so, the two of them started dating each other in secret. Only a few people knew that they were in a relationship, including their band mates, and that was enough for him.
Yes, it was enough.
A smile was curved on Kame's face when he remembered the past days again. It was so sweet and he just couldn't stop thinking about it at all. Without him realizing it, his earlier nervous self had disappeared, replaced by happiness. But of course, it was only until the man he had been waiting for arrived.
"Been waiting long?" a hoarse voice was heard from behind.
Kame stood up when he heard the familiar voice and turned around only to see his boyfriend standing with a smile pasted on his face. All of a sudden, nervousness overwhelmed him again as he was at a loss of any words to say.
Without waiting for Kame's answer, Ryo secured the seat in front of the younger man after placing his order to one of the waiters. Smiling, he stared at Kame. "What are you waiting for? You may sit, you know."
Kame suddenly realized that he had been standing all along and quickly took his seat while trying to hide his embarrassment. This was not the start he wanted to have at all. "S-Sorry..." he muttered in a low voice without even looking at the latter's eyes.
"You..." Ryo laughed. "You don't need to say sorry when you haven't made any mistake at all, Kazuya..."
"Eh? B-But..."
"Stop being so awkward. You should relax more when I'm around. It's not nice knowing your boyfriend doesn't feel comfortable around you, right?"
Although reluctant, Kame raised his head as his mouth slowly curved a smile. "Now that's better, Kazuya." Ryo said before he looked at the menu while Kame could finally feel more comfortable.
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It was unusually quiet inside KAT-TUN's dressing room, partly because half of the members were not inside the room. But the silence was broken when one of the oldest members barged into the room all of a sudden and spoke in a loud voice.
"Kame!" he scanned around the room, seeking the youngest member.
"Kazu - chan isn't here, Tat - chan~" Jin replied, approaching the older man immediately.
Ueda was startled by Jin's reply until he blushed a bit although he managed to hide it to be noticed. "E-Eh?" he muttered, trying to escape from Jin's gaze.
"Yes. He went to the toilet earlier and hadn't returned yet."
"Well, I am back now." Kame suddenly appeared behind Ueda and the older man immediately turned to Kame, looking all happy by his appearance. Kame tilted his brow, wondering why the hell Ueda was overly excited upon seeing him. "Do you need me, Tat - chan?"
"Yes! Yes!" Ueda nodded eagerly and before Kame was even able to say anything else he dragged him away, ignoring all Kame's protests.
Ueda kept on holding Kame's hand and pulled him until they reached a quiet part of the corridor which was unoccupied by anyone. Once arrived, he stopped and loosened his grasp immediately.
"What the hell is wrong with you anyway, Tat - chan?" Kame asked irritably. His hand was still in pain because of the tight grab Ueda had on him.
"Gomen, Kame - chan." Ueda tucked his tongue cutely until Kame immediately forgot his anger towards the older man.
"So, what did you want from me?"
At first, Ueda looked rather hesitant but he collected all the courage he had and looked at Kame. "I-I... I..."
"What's wrong, Tat - chan? Someone is bothering you?"
The older man shook his head hardly and bit his lower lip. "I-I..." although he had tried to tell the truth, he just couldn't let the words slipped off his mouth.
"Calm down, Tat - chan."
"I-I..." he took a deep breath. "IlikeJin."
"What?" Kame tilted his brow, unable to hear what Ueda said at all.
"I-I... I like Jin! I love him so much but I-I..." he stared at Kame, looking all helpless.
Kame was shocked by the sudden confession thus he was unable to say anything at all. But that was just the start, the next sentence Ueda said would shock him even more.
"Help me, please?"
Kamenashi Kazuya, 23 years old, a popular idol. He didn't know how to react to his band mate's confession.
A/N: To kaokikame, hope this meets your expectation… :D
allboutpi will write the next chapter…^^
lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAME-CHAN!!!
Author: dephi
Pairing: Akame , Jinda , Ryoda, Ryokame (sorted by the first letter)
Rating: PG so far
Disclaimer : none of this is mind< except for the writing itself
Summary: At first, everything looked perfect in Kamenashi Kazuya’s life. He’s a popular idol, and he had a boyfriend he loved so much. But when one of his band mates asked for his help, everything started to change slowly, without a certain end.
Notes : a collaboration between dephi and allboutp. Beta by funkysparks. Written for kaokikame's request.
Cakes were organized nicely on the display, waitresses walked all around the room to serve as many tables as possible and baristas kept on making drinks to fulfill the unstoppable orders.
It was a popular cafe which was crowded with people during its rush hour. People kept on coming in and out. That was just how busy it was.
Kamenashi Kazuya sat alone on a table on the right side of the counter, on the VIP corner. A half drank iced coffee latte was placed in front of him with a straw. He sipped it through a straw before taking a short glance at his watch. 5 more minutes... It was 5 minutes before 3 p.m., the promised time he had with his boyfriend, Ryo.
Impatiently, Kame kept on sipping his drink. That always happened whenever he was too nervous, while meeting his boyfriend was one of the things which made him the most nervous.
Kamenashi Kazuya, 23 years old, was a member of one of the most famous idol bands under Johnny's Entertainment Agency, KAT-TUN. He was cool, charming, but beautiful in other ways. Many girls would be willing to do anything just to see him in person. That was just how popular he is.
As the K of KAT-TUN, and also the youngest member of the band, people put their hopes on him. He starred in many dramas and achieved many awards. Despite his young age, he was more reliable than the rest of his band mates. So it was not a wonder to say that he was the unofficial leader of KAT-TUN.
Rumors about him popped up randomly, whether him being caught in a scandal with some women, or him as a gay. AkaKame... Kame didn't know when it was started but when he realized it, many people paired him with the A of KAT-TUN, Akanishi Jin. Yes, they were close friends Kame admitted, but then that was it. They were nothing like what people said.
If possible, Kame actually wanted to shout it out, shout how it was not the truth. But people would only take it differently so his effort would be useless. He knew that well.
But a part of him still didn't like it at all. A part of him that knew that his heart was for someone else. Yes, for Nishikido Ryo.
Ryo was under the same agency like him but they were debuted in different groups. He was popular, even before Kame started to gain his popularity. At first Kame hated him so much, since he kept on mocking his bandmate, Ueda. They fought a few times before but little did Kame know that he would develop a special kind of feeling for the latter. And so, he was so confused when he finally realized it. What should I do, he thought. A part of him knew that they were not in good terms at all but the other part of him showed how he longed for the older man so much. The fact that he was a gay complicated things even more. He was torn and helpless.
But then, all of his worries disappeared when he found out that Ryo actually had the same feelings for him. An indescribable feeling wrapped him immediately and he could only let out a few droplets of tears when he heard the confession. He was happy.
And so, the two of them started dating each other in secret. Only a few people knew that they were in a relationship, including their band mates, and that was enough for him.
Yes, it was enough.
A smile was curved on Kame's face when he remembered the past days again. It was so sweet and he just couldn't stop thinking about it at all. Without him realizing it, his earlier nervous self had disappeared, replaced by happiness. But of course, it was only until the man he had been waiting for arrived.
"Been waiting long?" a hoarse voice was heard from behind.
Kame stood up when he heard the familiar voice and turned around only to see his boyfriend standing with a smile pasted on his face. All of a sudden, nervousness overwhelmed him again as he was at a loss of any words to say.
Without waiting for Kame's answer, Ryo secured the seat in front of the younger man after placing his order to one of the waiters. Smiling, he stared at Kame. "What are you waiting for? You may sit, you know."
Kame suddenly realized that he had been standing all along and quickly took his seat while trying to hide his embarrassment. This was not the start he wanted to have at all. "S-Sorry..." he muttered in a low voice without even looking at the latter's eyes.
"You..." Ryo laughed. "You don't need to say sorry when you haven't made any mistake at all, Kazuya..."
"Eh? B-But..."
"Stop being so awkward. You should relax more when I'm around. It's not nice knowing your boyfriend doesn't feel comfortable around you, right?"
Although reluctant, Kame raised his head as his mouth slowly curved a smile. "Now that's better, Kazuya." Ryo said before he looked at the menu while Kame could finally feel more comfortable.
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It was unusually quiet inside KAT-TUN's dressing room, partly because half of the members were not inside the room. But the silence was broken when one of the oldest members barged into the room all of a sudden and spoke in a loud voice.
"Kame!" he scanned around the room, seeking the youngest member.
"Kazu - chan isn't here, Tat - chan~" Jin replied, approaching the older man immediately.
Ueda was startled by Jin's reply until he blushed a bit although he managed to hide it to be noticed. "E-Eh?" he muttered, trying to escape from Jin's gaze.
"Yes. He went to the toilet earlier and hadn't returned yet."
"Well, I am back now." Kame suddenly appeared behind Ueda and the older man immediately turned to Kame, looking all happy by his appearance. Kame tilted his brow, wondering why the hell Ueda was overly excited upon seeing him. "Do you need me, Tat - chan?"
"Yes! Yes!" Ueda nodded eagerly and before Kame was even able to say anything else he dragged him away, ignoring all Kame's protests.
Ueda kept on holding Kame's hand and pulled him until they reached a quiet part of the corridor which was unoccupied by anyone. Once arrived, he stopped and loosened his grasp immediately.
"What the hell is wrong with you anyway, Tat - chan?" Kame asked irritably. His hand was still in pain because of the tight grab Ueda had on him.
"Gomen, Kame - chan." Ueda tucked his tongue cutely until Kame immediately forgot his anger towards the older man.
"So, what did you want from me?"
At first, Ueda looked rather hesitant but he collected all the courage he had and looked at Kame. "I-I... I..."
"What's wrong, Tat - chan? Someone is bothering you?"
The older man shook his head hardly and bit his lower lip. "I-I..." although he had tried to tell the truth, he just couldn't let the words slipped off his mouth.
"Calm down, Tat - chan."
"I-I..." he took a deep breath. "IlikeJin."
"What?" Kame tilted his brow, unable to hear what Ueda said at all.
"I-I... I like Jin! I love him so much but I-I..." he stared at Kame, looking all helpless.
Kame was shocked by the sudden confession thus he was unable to say anything at all. But that was just the start, the next sentence Ueda said would shock him even more.
"Help me, please?"
Kamenashi Kazuya, 23 years old, a popular idol. He didn't know how to react to his band mate's confession.
A/N: To kaokikame, hope this meets your expectation… :D
allboutpi will write the next chapter…^^
lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAME-CHAN!!!