Nothing comes from nothing. Nothing ever could.

Jul 17, 2007 22:43

Oh, The Sound of Music soundtrack, why are you so good to me? I swear, watching the movie or listening to soundtrack cheers me up.

Maybe it's because of all the rain, maybe it's erratic hormones, lack of fruits and veggies (evil junk food!), but I'm annoyed. I feel guilty because it's entirely hypocritical. These feelings of annoyance, jealousy, and bitterness are most unsettling. But good news, Eric has told me that he's going to piss me off much more. So then maybe my annoyance won't be totally hypocritical. Oh, Fate, how good you are to me.

I'm so very glad to be volunteering some six hours a day at the Arboretum now. Gives me time when I cannot act dejected. And tomorrow I might walk for a good while. I suppose I approve of how I can push around my feelings to do or finish things. Because after all, life goes on, so I can't waste my time feeling sorry for myself.

11:20 p.m. Oh, Fate! How funny you can be! The day I accept my amorous feelings is the day when you make my romantic interest doubt the sincerity of my intentions.
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