it's sad. i forgot this existed for a bit.

Aug 15, 2004 19:54

so here i am. going on my second year of "college". trying reallll hard to get my ass outta here by next fall... i pray that i can get through this next year and just get myself into san francisco state, and other colleges i'd like to go to.
so now i'm taking 17.5 units while working. we'll see how that goes.
life has been ok i suppose. just trying to make the most of what i've got to do right now. this summer has been definitely different from last summer. last summer was weird. it started out with fighting. i lost touch with amanda and lara. then life goes on and time passes by and you just grow up and get over the silly stuff. i hang out with lara a lot more. i'm loving it. it feels like it kinda did the end of our junior year and we were in dance together and we did a lot of stuff together... i'll never forget the time we left dance together at school, then headed off to my house to get ready for the big saves the day concert and had the coolest time everrrr... awww the good memories are so comforting. so yeah i dunno. hanging with old pals is fun. jocelyn is tight man. melanie is such a pal. adam is the coolest guy. amanda and i mingle at work sometimes. talking about the old days. like the OLD days. jr. high times. when russell used to stick out his tounge to write. i just like that i'm talking with all them again. i'm hopeing its for good, and not just a temporary situation.
anyway, my mind has been taking me places lately. i've been thinking so much lately about this next year. wondering if it's going to be the same as last. i'm liking my new job. it's fun at times. the customers kinda suck, but the people i work with are for the most part, pretty nice. i've got my favorites.
WHAT REALLY SUCKS IS THAT THEY DIDN'T GIVE ME THIS COMING WEEKEND OFF... I DUNNO IF I CAN GET IT COVERED. IF I CAN'T... THEN I DUNNO IF SAN DIEGO/MEXICO IS LOOKING LIKELY FOR ME :( i really hope someone will be ever sooooo nice and cover for me. i would be so greatful. so i'm keeping my fingers crossed and hopeing everything is going to work out.
i think tonight i'm gonna catch a movie and smoke a few bowls if i can find scrap up some grass... hope so :)
well this was kinda random. i better jet. later man.
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