The Pressure's On.
Today is Saturday, the weekend before first semester finals. My parents and teachers are really putting the pressure on to do well, and it's getting to my head. Every time I study for finals, I feel overwhelmed from all of the information I'm required to know, and I get a headache.
Tomorrow, Michelle is coming over, and we're going to study for biology and FST. I'm confident that after I study with her, I'll do really well on my finals. But for right now, I'm just taking a day off. I've been working pretty hard this past week at studying and getting my crap together.
Next semester, I'll definetly be doing a lot better than I am this semester. I'm not doing bad by all means, but I could try harder. It's just hard for the people around me to expect me to do better than everyeone else because they know I'm intelligent.
It takes me a longer time to learn and understand things than it does for most people. I'll have to review something a couple of times before I can fully comprehend it. *Sigh.* I don't want to buckle under the pressure though. That's the worst thing I could do right now.
Hopefully my second semester teachers will be better than the crappy ones I have right now.
xoxo Brooke