Day 2
Completed day 2! Wahoo! I'm so surprised! There was an amazing looking chocolate cake at home and iv resisted!! Im soo pleased! However I think my supper was a bit big..as I feel too full. But iv also felt bloated all day which sucks! But hopefully that will pass..and I can look thin and gorgeous! Im going to brush my teeth in a minute to tell my body that im not having any more food tonight. I wud love to be able to hav just one treat....but i no wat im like. All or nothing...i will binge sooo bad..i no it....and then ill be sick....never ending cycle of pain! Thats all food is..pain...thats all it does in life....cause more and more pain. You starve yourself...and depression quickly moves in...and you seperate yourself from life. You eat....but you binge...and the lies start with the purging. But thats what i hav to do...stick to my plan and i pray to god it works!