for once, i'm happy.
I love how nobody reads this. it's truly exciting. I can say whatever I want and not worry about what people think. I can spill my guts out through here and no one can tell me anything, like "you shouldn't think like that" or.. "gosh, aymeh. i didn't know you were like that".
yes. I know. i'm weird. I like to keep things inside, but sometimes you just have to find ways to let things out? yar.
My heart really hurted for a while. but i'm over it! I"m totally over it. things are subsiding and are now working itself through as we speak. life is finding its way back together and i am feeling all right.
I was in a kind of depressed light earlier in the week. I had to talk to somebody, anybody. Bleh. My aching bones.. it feels like they're melted. I feel so weakkkk. ._.
i need more iron. Shit. I haven't taken vitamins in a while. I totally forgot. I"m always doing htat. Once I feel better I stop taking medication or whatever I"m supposed to take. I guess that's not good for you... Oopsies. o_O
Mommys gone. she left me alone. She's not coming back till Sunday. I miss her... I don't know why. I just do. It's depressing me. We don't talk taht much either, so i don't get it. =\
Ugh. I am in danger of Scoliosis. AGH. Stupid back. I probably allready have it. It *coughs* runs in the family? My two cousins have it bad and have to wear braces, and my littler cousin is in danger of getting it too. I think i have it. I'm pretty sure. But i don't think it's that bad. You should see Anne. When she wears her bathing suit you can totally tell her back is fucked up. :< I luv yew Anne! Her parents are like mine.
Me: mom my backs crooked.
Mom: no, no its not.
Me: mom my backs crooked.
Mom: oh stop makign stuff up.
Me: mom my backs crooked.
Mom: no no ur fine.
And then it's too late to fix it. >> I love how parents are always right.
I don't get you Europeans. WIth your backs and shoulders all proper n straight. I can't do it. *twitch*
OKay. have a lovely night everyone.. or perhaps no one at all? Seeign as how nobody raeds these! Hah. I will wish myself a gooday then.
Gooday, You! >_> coughersmeh.
lame.
yes. I know. i'm weird. I like to keep things inside, but sometimes you just have to find ways to let things out? yar.
My heart really hurted for a while. but i'm over it! I"m totally over it. things are subsiding and are now working itself through as we speak. life is finding its way back together and i am feeling all right.
I was in a kind of depressed light earlier in the week. I had to talk to somebody, anybody. Bleh. My aching bones.. it feels like they're melted. I feel so weakkkk. ._.
i need more iron. Shit. I haven't taken vitamins in a while. I totally forgot. I"m always doing htat. Once I feel better I stop taking medication or whatever I"m supposed to take. I guess that's not good for you... Oopsies. o_O
Mommys gone. she left me alone. She's not coming back till Sunday. I miss her... I don't know why. I just do. It's depressing me. We don't talk taht much either, so i don't get it. =\
Ugh. I am in danger of Scoliosis. AGH. Stupid back. I probably allready have it. It *coughs* runs in the family? My two cousins have it bad and have to wear braces, and my littler cousin is in danger of getting it too. I think i have it. I'm pretty sure. But i don't think it's that bad. You should see Anne. When she wears her bathing suit you can totally tell her back is fucked up. :< I luv yew Anne! Her parents are like mine.
Me: mom my backs crooked.
Mom: no, no its not.
Me: mom my backs crooked.
Mom: oh stop makign stuff up.
Me: mom my backs crooked.
Mom: no no ur fine.
And then it's too late to fix it. >> I love how parents are always right.
I don't get you Europeans. WIth your backs and shoulders all proper n straight. I can't do it. *twitch*
OKay. have a lovely night everyone.. or perhaps no one at all? Seeign as how nobody raeds these! Hah. I will wish myself a gooday then.
Gooday, You! >_> coughersmeh.
lame.