Jan 23, 2004 01:12
Today was such a shitty day. I could barely get up this morning, and it felt like my eyes were going to roll out onto the floor. I felt like crap and I probably looked like it too. My damn alarm clock didn't go off. I slept for like an hour tops. I trudged to school, just to get thru the day n die when I get home. wondering how the hell i am going to pass the fucking gay ass chem final, where I have a border grade in, and english. I probably failed which sucks ass cuz that'll get the nag machine started. i got the worst grades ever. D in chemwas what I got on the final. i dunno what in English. my god. Now the only final left is history. I really want to do good ont his. So here I am trying to study my ass off but I can't concentrate cuz of all the shit happening in the background. But anyway so i'm just studying and its hard cuz no one's helping me study. But i'm not mad about htat.
What i'm fucking PISSED OFF ABOUT IS THAT EVERYTIME I AM TRYING TO TALK ON THE GODDAMN PHONE TO HAVE A GODDAMN PROBLEM EXPLAINED TO ME, SOME BIZNATCH NEEDS THE PHONE. my mom's screaming at my brother cuz he's a retard and doesn't get any of his homework cuz ALL HE LIKES TO DO IS DISTRACT ME SO I HAVE TO FUCKIGN STAY UP TILL LIKE 4 AM. He has the most freaking loudest voice ever. I wish he'd lose his voice for like a month. Preferabley this month. That woudl be heaven.
My god i better do good on this goddamn test or else i'll kill myself. I swear to fucking god i'll have a nervous breakdown by the time finals are over.
Whatever.
NOW IF YOU'LL EXCUUSE ME, I'M GOING TO LOCK MYSELF IN THE FUCKING BATHROOM N STUDY THERE.
[this entry is so not me. but i guess it happens once you've had way too many Mike&Ikes]