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well today was.... sucky.. i got in trouble in school (ISS for a week) for getting caught smoking in the school park and leaving school grounds (wich isnt true.. school park assholes)but yeah.. even after all the shit this girl who says shes my friend puts me through.. I tell the teacher she wasnt invloved and I'm charged 150 dollars because I'm under age. So yeah.. this shows how much my friends really care. But yeah.. Kat and I are talking.. kinda.. i think i really made things weird though.. i dont know.. i'm use to messing up but i never wanted to or thought i would mess things up with my one and only Kat <3... haha everyone thinks i'm in love with her.. well.. obsessed because i guess i kinda am in love with her.. yeah.. but anyway.. yeah they think i'm obsessed because on the way to the hospital i kept saying shit.. i wont say what.. cause that whole night was just a disaster and i dont want to talk about it.. but yeah.. the fact that shes not signing off forever makes me want to stay alive.. and i dont know.. i'm happy now.. even when my dad hit me today THEN lucien hit me.. i just kept my mind on Kat and i was happy <3 i know i sound like a loooooser but its TRUEEEE haha.. o and I LOVE THE WONDERFUL JULIE FOREVERRRRR haha <33