My spotless mind
I just saw Enternal sunshine for the spotless mind about half an hour ago. And then i had to go walk my sister to her bus stop. but in that half hour where i walked her to her bus stop then back to my house alone, i was able to think about how the movie related to my life. its an unfortunate trend i seem to be falling into continuously. heh. i have to stop it, but i just can't help it. its an addiction. anyways, the movie centered around a couple who had finally had it with each other. the girl got bored and the guy couldn't live with the complete opposite of himself. they go and erase each other from their minds and then in the end come back to each other. what really struck me the most was the idea of jim carrey's character accepting that they were going to get bored of each other and everything else. he knew that the probability of their relationship ending again like it had in the past was high. it did not matter to him because he was able to be with his clementine. this really got me thinking about the situation im in now. its like i know that everything will end up in flames again. she makes me feel awful and i can't help but think i give her this great sense of guilt everytime i talk to her. so we seem to balance each other out there. my point is that, no matter how awful she makes me feel i always seem to just fall so into her whenever i see her. it makes me smile and it makes me frown. ::sigh:: i think i'll finish this thought later.