Somebody shoot me

[brokenstare]

With every minute that passes, I feel worse and worse about myself. I want to be skinnier, no matter what people tell me, I'm convinced that I am NOT skinny. I wantto be taller. I want green eyes. I want my hair to be as long as it used to be. I want to change my name. I want to create a new identity. I want to be somebody else. That's just it. I

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[igottapee_nofx]

=(

i know what you're gonig through, and it's no fun. just lift your chin up and work full force at what you want to become to be. i'm currently doing the same thing. i'm rearranging myself. and i'm working 347537 x's hard at it. you'll get to what you want to be, and you'll be proud of yourself. you can do it.

:)

if you ever want to talk, im me. i heart ben g. *hugs*

[brokenstare]

Awww, thanks. It's nice to know that somebody is kind of going through the same thing I am. I'm going to try to talk my parents into letting me change my name, I think they might actually go for that, as long as it's not something really weird. HaHa. But, I've picked a name out already incase I can, and it's something that's from my heritage.

[igottapee_nofx]

aw that's great! i wish you so much luck with everything! let me know if you get your name changed! :D :D

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[brokenstare]

Oh of course I will!!! I'll have it posted in my journal!!! But I just have to get the guts to ask :(