Somebody shoot me
With every minute that passes, I feel worse and worse about myself. I want to be skinnier, no matter what people tell me, I'm convinced that I am NOT skinny. I wantto be taller. I want green eyes. I want my hair to be as long as it used to be. I want to change my name. I want to create a new identity. I want to be somebody else. That's just it. I don't want to be ME. I want to be somebody completely different. I mean, I want to be me, but not the me that I am. And everytime I look at my self, I can't see anything I like. Which is so bad. I need help. Or a change.