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[brokensoul85]

what would you do,
if i couldnt do the things u want me to?
what would happen,
if i gave up?
would u still love me?
does it matter,
if im not who i ought to be?
these questions i leave for you,
as i turn back.
i cant be,
the way u want me,
maybe ur right,
maybe i do hide,
but my heart is broke,
and my soul is scarred,
i have to go back,
and stop trying,
i cant handle it all,
its too much,
i've lost my way,
its true to this day,
i used to be sumthing,
now i've lost most of it.
but im going back,
im so close to losing,
all i've worked for,
but as i do,
i remember all i had be4 this,
be4 i moved,
be4 i met u,
be4 i changed for u,
i have become weak here,
i talk to u,
and i begin to cry,
i cant do that,
its not who i am,
u've lowered my guard,
and im not sure how.
its not like im proud,
as i sit and dont make a sound.
but i dont get hurt that way,
no worries of will they stay,
or when will they go?
how much can they put up with?
why dont they hate?
why do they hate?
theres so many questions,
that need answers,
be4 i can be,
the way u want me.