Holiday Recovery
It's the new year and I won't be making a new years resolution. I don't need a holiday to have a reason to improve myself. I'm always trying to do that. Even to the point I feel like I'm in a constant state of becoming, some coforatably sometimes not.
I am happy to use the holidays as an excuse to party. Everyone has free time, so take advantage of it! So I sumbmerged myself in excess: food, drink, socializing, entertainment, spending money. And why not? It's good to get some aggressive stress releif now and again, and again, and again...
Now I find myself leaving the season satisfied, relaxed, and in retreat. I look foreward to my normal routine and everything it entails. Hermiting myself during the week, while still hanging out on the weekends. Going to my modest eating habits (diet taken literaly is aproprieate but it has too many conotations doesn't it?) while still eating my extravogent lunches. Drinking very little during the week but getting on a day off. Working out every day taking days off as I need them. But I really look foreward to all of this. It's nice to see that I tend towards moderation instead of getting lost in excess. I supose that's why I identify with having an obsessive personality not an adictive one. I can't tolerate self destruction for too long, though stagnation is quite coforatable now isn't it?
I am happy to use the holidays as an excuse to party. Everyone has free time, so take advantage of it! So I sumbmerged myself in excess: food, drink, socializing, entertainment, spending money. And why not? It's good to get some aggressive stress releif now and again, and again, and again...
Now I find myself leaving the season satisfied, relaxed, and in retreat. I look foreward to my normal routine and everything it entails. Hermiting myself during the week, while still hanging out on the weekends. Going to my modest eating habits (diet taken literaly is aproprieate but it has too many conotations doesn't it?) while still eating my extravogent lunches. Drinking very little during the week but getting on a day off. Working out every day taking days off as I need them. But I really look foreward to all of this. It's nice to see that I tend towards moderation instead of getting lost in excess. I supose that's why I identify with having an obsessive personality not an adictive one. I can't tolerate self destruction for too long, though stagnation is quite coforatable now isn't it?