It's not true, but it's getting truer
The dying hours of the night I figured I should put something in here.
I always have the intention, but never the motivation; I need the obligation.
Things are going well, well in a stagnated sort of way, but well in general, despite the withering mood this entry may portray.
I have this thing where if I'm not overwhelmed then I'm... underwhelmed and everything is sort of an extra watered down version of itself.
Life is about balance right, but it's actuality probably more akin to playing on a seesaw.
Brief, finite moments of balance as you pass through the imbalances.
Sometimes I think I need someone to answer too, I lack repercussions for my lack of forward momentum.
Where can I can get that invisible gun to my head?
I'll take some initiative, actually pull the trigger on some things, and trap myself in comfortable and confining schedule of obligations.
If two roads divide in a yellow wood, I'd probably find another path that gave me less autonomy,
and that makes all the difference.
ZzzZz
I always have the intention, but never the motivation; I need the obligation.
Things are going well, well in a stagnated sort of way, but well in general, despite the withering mood this entry may portray.
I have this thing where if I'm not overwhelmed then I'm... underwhelmed and everything is sort of an extra watered down version of itself.
Life is about balance right, but it's actuality probably more akin to playing on a seesaw.
Brief, finite moments of balance as you pass through the imbalances.
Sometimes I think I need someone to answer too, I lack repercussions for my lack of forward momentum.
Where can I can get that invisible gun to my head?
I'll take some initiative, actually pull the trigger on some things, and trap myself in comfortable and confining schedule of obligations.
If two roads divide in a yellow wood, I'd probably find another path that gave me less autonomy,
and that makes all the difference.
ZzzZz