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havnt been up to much...went to the doctor yesterday only to find out that my body is on a sure way to recovery..i have a new medicine now and its possed to make shit all better.out with the old...the old was causing my heart rate to drop to a dangerous level so he insisted that i stop taking it...so i have...now i wait till i get the new medicine and my body will begin to look in better shape with a due amount of exercise which i walk a shit load around here...i could walk all over this tiny island.
found out some things that are just nerve racking..im sitting around wasting my time i just know it...christmas will be shit.once again....how long am i gtonna have to deal with these issues...sometimes i really hate my life.sometimes i really like it...but as of now i dont...fuck the world!
friday was all good till people started getting stupid and drunk...c i was on the verge of getting drunk but people have to kill the buzz.poor trevor...i realy felt bad for the guy...his life sucks...i should be thankfull my life isnt like his..i made him walk me home and he was plastured drunk...i had a dream that night he was killed...didnt see him for three days and finnaly walked to the place he stays at jst to see if he was among the livving...i was actually worried for the bastard :(
stilll no word from becka...wonder what shes up to..hopeully o.k,taking care of her shit and her kid .there always has to be a reason...im still mad...just like people to dissappear without a fuck you or good bye...whatever shes doing its gotta be better then whats going on here.im just wasting my life away it feels like...when will i get what i desrve whether it be good or bad...i wish i could get a sign.sudden changes....
im going now.....
found out some things that are just nerve racking..im sitting around wasting my time i just know it...christmas will be shit.once again....how long am i gtonna have to deal with these issues...sometimes i really hate my life.sometimes i really like it...but as of now i dont...fuck the world!
friday was all good till people started getting stupid and drunk...c i was on the verge of getting drunk but people have to kill the buzz.poor trevor...i realy felt bad for the guy...his life sucks...i should be thankfull my life isnt like his..i made him walk me home and he was plastured drunk...i had a dream that night he was killed...didnt see him for three days and finnaly walked to the place he stays at jst to see if he was among the livving...i was actually worried for the bastard :(
stilll no word from becka...wonder what shes up to..hopeully o.k,taking care of her shit and her kid .there always has to be a reason...im still mad...just like people to dissappear without a fuck you or good bye...whatever shes doing its gotta be better then whats going on here.im just wasting my life away it feels like...when will i get what i desrve whether it be good or bad...i wish i could get a sign.sudden changes....
im going now.....