disturbia.

Jun 05, 2009 13:01

i might have just woken up from some of the most disturbing dreams i've ever had. ever. i even would wake up, think about how bad it was, fall back asleep & continue dreaming about it. THAT NEVER HAPPENDS. it's always so rare that you go back to sleep & just pick up where you left off. at least when you want to, it never does.
i'm not sure i even want to write what i was dreaming. i'm not sure i want to remember. the thoughts & the images still haven't left my head yet. i really hate it. i really would like to know how my brain came up with the things i was thinking. i am so disturbed by it still & i hate it. my dreams are always the realest most vivid things. even after i wake up. i can't shake this feeling. it was like, straight up horror movie & i was the main character.
goddamn. maybe i need to just go do something & get my mind off of it. i hope i can read this post at a later date & not know what i was talking about. =P
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