i'll take my heart back,
^^reppin my new bffs.
^^this is what happens when you encourage a musician/sports fan to make pretty drawings. you get a zebra pony on your arm.
thanks matt!
^^ you might be wondering what that is.... i'm not telling.
but thats what you get when you mix a drunken Robbie, a sharpie marker and 2 girls. =] other things come out of that equation as well. ;-)
so yeah. The Classic Crime is fucking awesome. bunch of rad dudes. Cant wait to go see them next month. So, the feeling of my last mest show for the rest of my life? The feeling kills. litterally. Like there is a part of me, that at the end of this tour, they are guna come out and say it was all a joke. ya know? but there's a part of me that feels they may be gone forever. Tony is an angel. I think he is God. Its hard to comprehend that the band that has literally motivated you to stay alive, is breaking up, and you just saw them for the last time. Probably for the rest of your life. My goal, is to get to Chicago and find Tony. Every time i think about it i wana cry. And not to mention the events of last night. That makes my mind all a blur. like. yeah. i need to get over it. cuz, musicians dont fall for fans. ever. and if they do, its looking for a hook up. thats all. and thats all i got. And i just need to get over that fact. That I will be nothing more. Cuz I am nothing more. Unless I change that. I didnt that with Morello. and look where that's got me. I tried that with Last Week, and here 3 years later, we're still friends. So idk. maybe I can try. But trying just doesnt seem worth it, when, this one lives on the other side of the country. USELESS. A lyric from one of Classic Crime's songs, just speaks to me. "I'm such a sucker sometimes, I'll take my heart back." their amazing. I cant wait til i see them again. But. REST IN PEACE MEST. may reunion tours and hopefully a reunion be in your future. I cant go on without you.