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i love how i feel like all my friends can talk to me.
[/sarcasm]
i wrote in a random notebook over the summer what i need, and its still soo true.
"ugh. i need a friend - a real living breathing friend who knows everything so nothing has to be said. someone strong and silent, someone who wont make fun of me. ever. some nice boy i can laugh with, dance in the rain with, some boy who has no friends, no one to loe him. we will love each other so much, no one else will matter, and we will become one. not like a boyfriend - i only want tJ, but just the nicest boy ever, and the best friend i ever had.
but he wont fall in love, because hed be too afraid of losing me. i was the first to love him, and hes too
"hardened" to love someone else. he was never taught to love, so i teach him everything i know.
...i wish.........."
- august third two thousand five.
yup. i think about that all the time.
i really might as well have imaginary friends.
because i love the ones i have,
but none of them are really the best ever.
idk, that came out wrong.
i cant describe it.
ineedarandomfaggottolove.
<33
.lmk.
[/sarcasm]
i wrote in a random notebook over the summer what i need, and its still soo true.
"ugh. i need a friend - a real living breathing friend who knows everything so nothing has to be said. someone strong and silent, someone who wont make fun of me. ever. some nice boy i can laugh with, dance in the rain with, some boy who has no friends, no one to loe him. we will love each other so much, no one else will matter, and we will become one. not like a boyfriend - i only want tJ, but just the nicest boy ever, and the best friend i ever had.
but he wont fall in love, because hed be too afraid of losing me. i was the first to love him, and hes too
"hardened" to love someone else. he was never taught to love, so i teach him everything i know.
...i wish.........."
- august third two thousand five.
yup. i think about that all the time.
i really might as well have imaginary friends.
because i love the ones i have,
but none of them are really the best ever.
idk, that came out wrong.
i cant describe it.
ineedarandomfaggottolove.
<33
.lmk.