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yeah, so im having a stress attack.
have been since saturday.
i need to take everyone who does this to me out of my life.
honestly, its not that big of a loss.
its only the best friend ive ever had...
::sigh::
i am so big on trust, and when someone doesnt tell me something, for whatever reason, i feel like they cant trust me. not telling me something is as good as lying. now, ive lied to almost all of my friends at one point or another...all except one. and that one is gonna go and lie to me? honestly, that is why im mad. i feel like he replaced me, and didnt even care to consider how i feel.
like i said, hes just the best friend ive ever had...
no big deal...
yeah, i was totally on crack today.
when i wasnt crying, i was hysterical laughing.
pretty funny, actually.
mr orig yelled at me and jilli like fifty thousand times.
and i gave james a heart attack
which was definitely the highlight of my day. XD
um...TJismoreamazingthanlife <3333
psst....expecttheunexpectedsometimesoon.....
<33333 i love people. ^_^
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.lmk.
have been since saturday.
i need to take everyone who does this to me out of my life.
honestly, its not that big of a loss.
its only the best friend ive ever had...
::sigh::
i am so big on trust, and when someone doesnt tell me something, for whatever reason, i feel like they cant trust me. not telling me something is as good as lying. now, ive lied to almost all of my friends at one point or another...all except one. and that one is gonna go and lie to me? honestly, that is why im mad. i feel like he replaced me, and didnt even care to consider how i feel.
like i said, hes just the best friend ive ever had...
no big deal...
yeah, i was totally on crack today.
when i wasnt crying, i was hysterical laughing.
pretty funny, actually.
mr orig yelled at me and jilli like fifty thousand times.
and i gave james a heart attack
which was definitely the highlight of my day. XD
um...TJismoreamazingthanlife <3333
psst....expecttheunexpectedsometimesoon.....
<33333 i love people. ^_^
[/sarcasm]
.lmk.