Feb 19, 2004 23:44
i'm eating a tuna sandwich and drinking blue koolaid. i feel like i'm 8.
i have been nothing but a janitor around the house lately. and surprisingly, i don't mind it. at least this way it keeps my parents happy and off my back.i suppose i've just felt a little more complacent with the world lately. play your part and someday you shall be rewarded. i hope. plus it's given my mom some much needed time to work on her art. she started taking some classes, and i'm really excited for her. it seems she's felt so blah lately because her life has been pretty much the same thing day in and day out for the past 27 years. so i'm glad that my daily laboring has given her that much. anyone who's ever met her know she deserves it.
jesus H christ. my brother is really bothering me. here is my list of complaints:
he won't leave me alone
he reads what i type and shit over my shoulder
he paces around in my room for no reason
he asks for my weed or my friends' weed
he uses my shit without asking and then loses it
it's like having a little brother who is 6 years older than me. he should be giving me pot. it's his job as the older brother to corrupt the younger sibling. god living with a socially inept and anxious self-conscience obsessive compulsive 24 year old jobless, chickless kid gets really old. it's not like he's ugly or anything. he's just really really WEIRD.
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i’ve got scars on my eyes
baby you know if you’re not beautiful
just cover it up