Any point at all?
Honestly...is there any point to this website? Lol...well...there is...a small one...and that's to keep up with what's going on with certain friends of mine...but they hardly ever post...no one ever posts anymore it seems like. Busy lives I guess? And then there's the fact that no one reads my posts anymore (at least no one who comments). Now I'm not saying that I'm gonna stop posting or anything, cuz I'm not, but I'm just voicing an opinion I guess. It's almost as if I've ran out of things to say, but at the same time I feel within myself that I have so much left to share, I just don't know how to word it to get my point across. Despite what some people think, I do have points and reasons for sharing the things I share. I know I can be annoying, I know I can be frustrating and all that, but I feel that the stuff that I share about is important...maybe u disagree cuz I talk too deep too often or whatever. I guess I just can't help it. All I know is I feel a desperate need to somehow reach out to my friends and show them the truth, show them that there is something worth living for. It's pointless the way so many of us live, living for ourselves, going from boyfriend/girlfriend to the next one, drinking our lives away, doing drugs, being selfish for no good reason. And I think because of my need to care, I've pushed friends away. I feel like I've lost some great friends just because I try to hard to get them to open up to me. I feel like I don't even know them anymore, that they don't care about me anymore and that they'd rather I just left. What do I do when that happens? I don't know...I don't always have the answers, I'm not always right, I'm not Almighty God, I'm just me. Can anyone ask for anything more? Am I not good enough for some of my friends?