remember to breathe

Jan 05, 2007 17:52

it's now 2nd semester.

last semester i got in a car wreck. broken ribs and fucked up collar bone. parents flew me home. didn't have to take finals.

christmas break sucked.

i got a girlfriend. she's half latin. i love her very much. we met at the end of october. we were going to a dashboard confessional concert and that was the happiest night of my whole life. we held hands. we slept next to each other in the car. i stroked her hair. i love her. we had been going out for a month and i told her i loved her on her birthday. she said she loved me back. after that things fell apart. it's not worth mentioning. she says it's nothing i did and she's doing the right thing for both of us in the long run but i kinda feel like i fucked up. however i did not.

girlfriend continued:
we told each other our dirty little secrets. hers were quite dirty. no problem - i love her. this is christmas break mind you. i'm not there because of the wreck. so i haven't seen her for a month. a month of pure bliss with her and a month of shit without her. last night she broke up with me. i'm sad. everything reminds me of her. i can't listen to dashboard confessional without thinking of her.

tonight i saw her in the cafeteria with her friend talking with some guys and she was smiling. i'm quite sad.

i still love her.
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