kiss me now that i'm older (NOT OLD ENUFF HUH? HUH??!!)

Sep 03, 2006 22:50

i feel extremely self conscious with skinny forearms.

so i'm in college now and it's up in Idaho and it's a church school. so everyone is clean cut and all the girls are generally pretty and all the boys are skinny white nerd bombers (including myself) buuuut things are all right.

i live in the dorm with my roommate who is hella down and not the most social person but whatever. it's alright. i've met people through him so that's fine.

tonight we were supposed to hang out in the girls dorms or whatever but we were intercepted by some cute girls who wanted to play soccer so we graciously accepted. i hate soccer. i hate running and everything related to it. (who was that crazy french guy who head butted some other guy? Zidane something. i want to say billy zidane but i'm sure i'm thinking of billy zane.) anyway we played and we sweatededed and it got crazy cuz a bunch of crazy girls started yelling and wanted to join. and people kicked it too hard and IT WAS JUST A GETTING-TO-KNOW-YOU-GAME, WE DONT NEED ALL THIS KICKING!!!!? i definitely feel lame but so does everyone else so it's fine whatever.

my brother goes to school here aaand he lives in an apartment off campus. mostly older people live in the apartments. anyway, the first day here i was like sleeping in his bed aaand he woke me up and was like "yo eric, come out of the room and meet some people if you want." so i went out and like i sat on the couch and there was a guy and 2 girls and my parents and idk maybe someone else and like they were like "rise and shine sleepyhead!" and i felt really lame. anyway like i was introduced to the 2 girls. and i thought the brunette one was really pretty. (she looks like a reasonably plumper version of Rachel Weis from The Mummy and About A Boy). but she's 20yrs old and i'm a mere 18 years old and girls here tend to date OLDER guys not YOUNGER guys. so i'm pretty much screwed i think. idk, i can still imagine that she is my pillow at nite. anyway the next day or so i have to go to like church or something and i was sitting alone "reading" the bible trying to kill time. and she came over and was like 'Hey eric wanna come over and sit with me and katie?" and i was like HELLS YEAHZZ! no jk i was just like 'oh sure totally' or something equally white. anyway i sat next to them and cracked a few jokes tried to ignore my sweaty hands and then the blonde girl katie was like "i like this guy he's funny'. anyway afterwards i think they said something to the effect of "so it was fun sitting with you, you should come over sometime". and i already had a planned thing in my head so i said it like at the same time and i forgot to ask them where they lived so that sucks. i walked out of church and found my brother and told him that i sat next to the girl and her friend and he was like 'oh yeah i told her that you liked her.'

btw her name is Ashley :]
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