It's always better for someone else...

May 21, 2004 10:51

Well, what's on my mind now is something Jen said (mind you, Jen's been in a relationship for over 2 years now..). She keeps telling me that I need to get into a serious relationship, because I shouldn't be "hooking up" with random people-hooking up not meaning sex if that's what you're thinking- all the time and I'm gonna get myself into some shit if I do... well, I agree w/her, but with all this moving all the time, it's beginning to seem somewhat impossible, ya know.. if I could maybe just stay in one place for more than a year, that might give something a chance to develop. anonther factor this year was my dad w/his over-protectiveness & my step mom's bitchyness trying to force me into going back to virginia. So, I started to really become interested in this guy Tony, then Jared comes along who I could have really pictured myself with and now I can't even talk to him at all & I most likely won't go to Valley next year, so even though I still am interested in Tony nothing (probably) will never develop because of the fact that I'm leaving in exactly one week. But, hey, maybe it's a good thing I'm moving.. anyway, on a lighter, happier note, I am excited about leaving for OBX in exactly one week! I can't wait! There is aaaaaallllllways hott guys there to watch while I'm laying out, and usually they join in on my football, so Memorial Day Weekend is gonna be soooooo much fun! yay! well, I'm gonna go tan and yeah cool shit..
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