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y is it every time i am happy somethin comes an fucks it up last night raul died on his way up to ny if i loose one more person then i am goin to kill someone i cant handle it any more ... on a more depressing tip i got it witch meens i have to do it it sux i wish that i never said that but regardless i found a spot were no one would hear nething an no one will ever find me ... thats about it i still have not shed ne tears but i find myself fighting them even more an i am goin to get my shit today round ten i cant wait an i am here never thinkin bout the good shit jus the bad an i think that i am ready to die after i tell every one every thing let me start now fuck it